Eternal Love | A Shawbrina Fanfic

Chapter 65- New Years Fight

Shawn's POV

"Sab! We need to decide who we should invite at our wedding!" I call her to the living and she runs in with the babies in her arms
"Yeah sure" She sits next to me on the couch and looks at the guest list
"Corey" I mark a cross next to his name
"Joey and her boyfriend Jacob" I mark two other crosses
"Where's Peyton?"
"Right next to Sarah"
"Not that Peyton. Peyton Meyer" What?! Why?! The hell is wrong with her?!
I stare at her in shock
"What?!" She frowns
"What do you mean by what?"
"What do you mean by Peyton Meyer! The guy who harassed you?! Nah-ah we aren't inviting him"
"Shawn, he was going through a rough time and-"
"This doesn't justify his damn behavior!"
"He has finally found himself and-"
"I don't know what you're talking about and I don't care!" She groans in frustration, why is she trying to justify him?!
"He has a boyfriend!" So she really thinks that-?! Ugh! I stand up all furious
"It doesn't matter! He still has a penis! You might've forgave him but I didn't! I'm not mad at the fact that he tried to kiss you while you were my girlfriend but I'm mad that he tried to kiss you against your will! That is just disgusting! No man with dignity would do that! And no girl with a little bit of brain would forgive him!"
"Oh, so is that what you think about me? That I'm stupid?" She sighs and stands up
"You know I didn't mean that Sab..." I say with a much calmer tone now
"Really? Because it sounded like that" She stands up and walks to the babies' room to leave them in their cribs
"Sabrina, come on..." I follow her
"I'm sorry" I gently touch her shoulder but she violently slaps my hand away and turns around to face me with an angry look.
I'm waiting for her to yell at me, scream or even slap me but she's just glaring at me and this makes me feel ten times worse because I don't know when or how she'll explode
"Aren't you gonna do anything? At all?" She sighs, looks down and walks to our bedroom where she opens the door that leads to the balcony
"Sabrina-"
"Leave me alone" She replies with no emotion. She then walks out. Damn I was probably too harsh on-wait a minute, no! She's the one who started it! Why did she want to invite him?! It makes no sense!
"You know what?! Fuck you Sabrina! You're the one who caused this!" And with that I walk away. She's unbelievable, the hell is wrong with her?

*10 minutes before midnight, Sabrina's POV*

I've been in the balcony the whole day, thinking why Shawn was so insensitive earlier. I've never seen him like this, I'd love to believe that it's because of the stress for the wedding but he's been under much more pressure and never lost it like this.
Needless to say that I've cried all day, I didn't enter the house once, not even to eat dinner or check on the babies. My ass is frozen but I don't care, I'd stay here forever if I could. I suddenly hear a familiar voice
"Hey..." It's Shawn, great, just perfect...
"It's pretty cold out here, isn't it?" He sits next to me and I ignore him
"Aren't you hungry? There's still a little bit of food left in the fridge if you want som-"
"What do you want Shawn?" I keep looking at the ceiling
"I'm sorry for earlier, I was a total jerk" I don't reply to him
"You have to understand that I care about you and I don't want you to get in danger"
"I've told you why he isn't dangerous anymore" He sighs
"Listen, if you wanna invite him and his boyfriend then do it"
"Thank you"
"But any interaction between the two of you must happen under my sight"
"Un-fucking-believable Shawn, are you serious right now?"
"I am, I know what you're thinking but-"
"I've already told you Shawn! There's nothing to worry about!"
"Sabrina please, listen to me..." I stand up in anger
"Listen to what?! You're just-" He looses his cool again and stands up to confront me
"No! You listen to me! How would you feel if I invited one of my exes?! Like...I don't know...Hailey Baldwin?!" I'm sorry, what? He has always denied dating her!
"You lied to me?! You told me that you were just friends! You know what?! Fine! You can invite her if I can invite Peyton!"
"Fine!" The ball drops and fireworks are now exploding in the sky
"Fine!" We stay silent, looking at each other in the eyes for a couple of seconds before he cups my face and kisses me passionately and I find myself doing the same thing.
Why are we doing this? We were just arguing not even a minute ago and now we're out here shoving our tongues all they way down our throats? How's this possible? We pull away after a couple of minutes, gasping for air
"Why did you kiss me?!" He asks me, what?!
"You're the one who kissed me! You asshole!"
"Well, you kissed back!"
"Don't you even try to confuse me!"
"Are you still mad at me?!"
"Hell yeah!" I'm so confused by this interaction, I don't know what the hell is happening
"Okay then!" He picks me up bridal style
"We're gonna have angry makeup sex!"
"Okay then!"...the hell?

"Woah..." I pant as I get off of Shawn and lay next to him
"Yeah..." Awkward silence
"Are we good now?" I slightly nod
"I think so"
"Great"
"Yup" There's another awkward silence before he turns around and looks at me with a smile
"Have you realized that we conceived our children exactly a year ago?"
"Damn, you're right!
"So many things have happened since then"
"Yeah, you got hacked"
"You filmed 'So Close'"
"Your proposal"
"Then we discovered we were having two babies"
"Decided the names"
"We fought and then you went into labor"
"I gave birth"
"You lied in bed for two weeks"
"Got diagnosed with postpartum depression"
"Caught me smoking weed"
"I forgave you"
"You had to leave because your grandma was dying"
"You adopted Connor"
"I called you my wife" I smile
"Got hospitalized in thanksgiving"
"Alex and Harry's first Christmas"
"Damn, a lot of things happened"
"Incredible how this was both one of our best and yet worst years of our lives"
"True" He kisses my head
"Let's hope that this year will have more happiness"
"Yeah, I really hope so..."