" T E R R IB L E " larry texting

Day 19

"gross."

Tommo ✨: do you really want to know all this? all the drama that eventually led me to meeting you?

Styles: Of course! If it helps me be a better friend, i'm all for it! :) x

Tommo ✨: ok well.. we got together because he was mad at his boyfriend at the time and we started making out in front of him, just trying to make him jealous. and one thing led to another and i ended up losing my virginity to him.

Styles: Alright. Was that recent?

Tommo ✨: what? kinda. like in the summer after our last year. we were at a party.

Styles: Ohh. Okay. Continue.

Tommo ✨: so, yeah. i lost my virginity to him because i trusted him that night. he said he would take care of me in ways Ian could only dream.

Tommo ✨: ian was his ex boyfriend

Styles: Yeah I got that.

Tommo ✨: just making sure you're paying attention.

Styles: Shh, keep going.

Tommo ✨: alright. so erm.. he made me feel better than ever. made me feel safe and made me feel cared for and he wouldn't stop asking if i was okay. then when it was over he held me and told me i was the prettiest thing in the world. it was all so weird for me. I was usually the one holding my boyfriends and telling them how beautiful they looked but dan just took care of me and i loved it. I loved the way he talked to me. and all he kept saying was 'think the only reason i was with ian was so i could find you' and fuck if that didn't make me start to fall for him
Read 11:45 a.m.

Tommo ✨: are you there?

Styles: Yeah yeah. Don't worry. I just don't want to interrupt.

Tommo ✨: oh

Tommo ✨: thanks

Tommo ✨: ok so

Tommo ✨: after that he asked for my number and the next day he called and said i was all he could think about. and he told me he needed to see me and i was scared that i'd just be used for sex, but then that night he drove to my house, snuck into my room, and we just talked. For hours.

Tommo ✨: when the sun came up we laughed and said we were stupid and going to be so tired for work.. so instead we skipped. we both stayed in bed, talking and kissing and just really getting to know each other on a deeper level.

Tommo ✨: skip to our anniversary. a year later. everything is perfect. i still got that feeling when i was with him, he still treated me the same. but that exact day, in comes ian, strolling into a party we were at. and he was looking for someone. once his eyes found it, he beams, but then seeing me he glares daggers. dan told me he'd be right back. he would talk to him and tell him to leave us alone. but i saw him go upstairs with him. and i waited for hours. till the last group left and i went home feeling stupid.

Tommo ✨: and the next day ian has the nerve to text me something like 'got your number off dans phone whilst he slept. pretty sure i wore him out with all of our fucking so stay away blah blah blah' and i was heartbroken. then dan text me a few minutes after and said 'sorry about last night drove ian home since he was drunk. love you see you for a make up dinner tonight' and instantly i was in love again. which was stupid of me.