46|| Goodbyes are the worst

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Today was the day Hayden, Lauren, Annie and Johnny are going home. I'm going to see them in like a month but still. We wake up with frowns on our face.

"I don't want to goooo." Annie jumps in beside me.

"Sameeee." Lauren says.

"Yo can we literally just talk about the fact any got accepted into a school and she's not even going." Johnny laughs.

"Oh yeah." Annie laughs.

"What time are your flights?" I ask.

"Like five pm." Annie frowns.

"I'm going to miss you all." I frown.

We all get up sadly and go out and have breakfast with everyone else.

"I'm gonna miss this." I frown.

"It's literally going to happen in a month." Johnny laughs.

"A month. Oh my Lord." Zoë says.

Alfie and Zoë are staying here while I'm on tour. Alfie is staying because of Zoës anxiety. Is Zoë comes that means Alfie has to stay. But what if she has a panic attack. I'm going alone. They told Mere and Dale about them and there shouldn't be anything to set it off while I'm there.

We clean up aftter breakfast and they make sure they have everything packed. I was cleaning my room when I hear a knock on my door.

"Hey John." I smile back dropping a sock into my wash basket.

He frowns and comes over to hug me. I wrap my arms around his torso.

"I'm going to miss you." I sigh.

"I'm going to miss you too." He says resting his chin on my head.

We stay there for a little.

After we both go downstairs and spend a good hour just talking. Seb came over as well and it was really nice.

After we went out for lunch with was super funny. Hayden and Johnny made fools of themselves asking for their food in English accents. Horrible impersonations may I add.

I filmed it all and it was so funny.

After we headed back home and I sat on the couch. I turned on The Greatest Showman.

We all sat and watched that until they had to go.

Soon we all had tears in our eyes.

"I don't want you to go." I cry hugging Annie.

"I don't want to go!" She exclaims hugging me.

Every Hayden was in tears.!

"I actually don't want you to leave you know." I say hugging him.

"It may seem like I hate you but your life my best friend." He laughs crying.

Lastly I hug John and we don't talk just hug. It was nice.

"Evie you have to let go. They have to go." Zoë laughs.

"Wellll." I say.

I let go of John and we both laugh.

We wave them off and go back inside.

"You okay?" Zoë asks rubbing my shoulder.

"What yeah." I say wiping my tears away.

She laughs and hugs me.

"Now missy. Let's get shopping and packing for tour." She smiles.

Zoë and I go up to her and Alfie's room and shop online for stage outfits. Also makeup. Then we pack stuff from my wardrobe. Mainly hoodies and comfy things. I also packed workout gear and dance stuff.

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