55|| Life ain't perfect.

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Christmas is getting closer and I can't be any happier.

My room is decorated and I have a Christmas set on my bed. I wake up and turn over to get my phone. To a tonne of notifications. It's texts, Instagram, snapchats, Twitter.

I check my texts first.

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Annie💕
Please check Instagram.
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Lolo♦️
I'm already grabbing to shoe to throw at him. I'm so sorry.
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Sebbo
I just seen hunny...
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Nadz 🌚
She's a 🐍
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Rubes💎
Check insta... I'm sorry.
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Johnny🧡
Evie I'm so sorry.

Johnny🧡
You don't deserve this
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I check my Instagram. The first post on my feed is a picture of Alabama and Johnny kissing. On tour. In the tour bus.

I. We. He. Argh.

I don't even realise tears are running down my cheeks.

I wipe them away with the back of my hand and press my home button. I go onto Spotify and turn on music. Sad music. Becuase I don't really care right now. I put on headphones and listen on full volume.

I put my phone on my bed and look around my room. My room needs cleaning. So that's what I do for hours. To try take my mind off the whole situation. I clear out everything. I re organise my room. I move my bed, I move my drawers. I move everything moveable. I change into a hoodie and shorts. I sort out my makeup. I clean every surface and re organise the pictures on my wall. I still can't get Johnny out of my head.

"Hey. Woah. Feeling energetic?" Zoë laughs looking at my room.

"Yep!" I lie.

"Well here is a breakfast smoothie." She hands me a glass.

"Thanks Zoë." I smile.

"No problem." She leaves my room.

I put my headphones back on and suddenly a ringing tone is coming through.

I look at my phone and it's Johnny. So I don't answer it. I let my phone ring unil the name changes.

"Hey Laur." I say.

"JOHNNY GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE. SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU." Lauren shouts.

"Evie-" I hang up.

I leave my phone down.

Another one of Lauren's calls come through on FaceTime. I open it in my laptop.

"Lauren?" I ask.

"Yes. Oh my god I'm so sorry. He is such an idiot." She says.

I show her a weak smile.

"Are you okay. I'm a hundred percent that's not what you wanted to see when you woke up." She says.

"I'm not gonna say I'm fine. I re organised my room." I laugh.

"I just haven't had time to think about it." I shrug.

"Johnny has shut himself away." She says. "Everyone is pissed off at him. Even mom." Lauren says. "The fandom is another thing. Johnny's fandom is standing up for him. The Jevie fandom are heart broken. Your fandom is coming at Johnny which is quite funny. Their comments are amazing."

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