Love, Loss, and Life

Do You Miss Me At All? 🅴

I walked out of the gym the other day
and I felt a tap on my shoulder.
Turned around and saw no one-
oh wait, it was you.

Short but sweet enough to make me laugh.
Not even making me mad.
Oh shit, boy I miss those days,
but do you at all?

Everyone liked the way you showed yourself,
even when it made you look stupid.
I wish you were still here with us,
staring at the ceiling and the bean bag you threw.
We all chuckled when we looked up.
Boy, I miss those days.

Nothing left to say now...
oh wait I've got some more
to get out of my chest,
otherwise I'll be caught in so much unrest.

No communication,
yet it'll be easy just to add me in.
Do you miss me at all?
Don't you miss those days?

Do you miss us at all?
Do you miss our conversations at the lunch table?
Don't you still wanna be our friend?
Don't you still wanna be my friend?

No words can describe those days
right after you left-
right after that vid we took of us
At the end you cracked up.
when I stopped recording, I did too
Had a great time right before
you
left
me.

Couldn't get you out of my head.
Tried to let you go,
but don't you know
there's no place to go
when you're all alone
and all you need right now
had already walked out the door....

Moved out without much warning.
You told us that you were leaving,
but I still wasn't prepared for the calling
that you took
without even saying goodbye to me.

Been trying to get the ocean man
to do his job by getting you to add me,
but apparently it seems like you
just
don't
care.

Thought I knew you back in those days,
but now I'm not so sure.
Aren't you still the same person
that once tapped on my shoulder
and not the seemingly selfish jerk
that doesn't even wanna chat with an old friend!
Thought we were friends then.
Don't you wanna be friends again?

Do you miss me at all?
Don't you miss those days when you infuriated me?!
Remember when you annoyed me to death,
and I yelled at you that lunch period,
but you forgave me then?!
Don't know if it was you acting stupid
or if it was pure forgiveness!

Do you miss us at all?!
Can't you see that I'm dying here?!
Been writing these poems all because of you!
No homo, dude,
but there are times when I wish you'd come back!

Do you miss us at all?
Do you miss me at all?
You used to haunt my nightmares.
The ghost of you and your gummy bear brother.
Oh yeah, I still remember-
Don't you?!

Do you miss me at all?
Don't you miss the days
when we laughed all day long!
Do you miss me at all?
I had hoped you did-

but I'm not so sure
anymore.