cru·el
\ˈkrü(-ə)l\
adjective
:used to describe people who hurt others and do not feel sorry about it
: causing or helping to cause suffering
: terrible and unfair
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[Jimin's hidden feelings]
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Taehyung-ah,
I wonder,
Can you remember the pain that you gave me?
You probably won't understand the things that I'm saying anyways.
Because you're not the Taehyung that I'm talking about.
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So now, Taehyung.
The Cruel Taehyung.
What have you become?
Are you happy now?
You killed every bit of my self everyday.
Stabbed me, so deep, that it reached my core.
You held my neck tightly
Slowly suffocating me
Until I can't breathe.
Until I cannot utter a single word.
But I chose to taste the pain.
I'm even lucky that I'm still alive
Despite all the hurting that you gave me.
The blood coming from my mouth,
I wiped it off.
Looking as if I did not get hit at all.
I had to endure it all.
Because it was you.
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I pleaded for you to let me go
I pleaded for Taetae to come back.
My tears flowed and flowed...
Hoping that it would reach your soul.
Your being.
The Real Taehyung.
But it didn't.
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The real Taehyung that is my childhood friend
My schoolmate
My playmate
My second self
My soulmate
And my Best Friend,
Where are you?
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The Taehyung that smiles at me everyday,
Invites me at the Theater Room,
Cheers me up when I lost at a game,
And the one that removes my insecurities and pushes them away permanently.
where are you?
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The hugs and compliments that TaeTae gave me. The real Taehyung gave me, are the ones that are keeping me alive.
The ones that makes me still hold on to you.
Right Taehyung?
Everything was great.
Happy
Successful
Normal
Until Yoongi came.
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In those last 6 years
It is so unfortunate to witness your disorder.
So unfortunate to see you switch
personalities.
So unfortunate to see you clueless in this world.
Your father had been abusing you back then
And you kept running back to me.
I thought everything will stay the same.
I guess not.
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When we were young...
When Yoongi came,
You seemed obsessed with him.
And I know that the real Taehyung wouldn't be.
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You started to push me away
Until I was just watching you from behind.
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I observed every little bit of your actions,
And it seemed like,
Your love for Yoongi changed you.
It broke you.
It ruined you.
It ruined us.
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I am your bestfriend
But why are you treating me like a piece of doll?
You are not the real Taehyung.
You are someone else.
This must stop.
You must stop.
YOU ARE READING
the recital ' taegikook
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