BTS Preference Book💜💜

~Miscarriage~ *Hyung Line*

Seokjin

cool air against your cheeks made your shiver, the coldness made you feel alive though.
"Y/N? Why are you out here?"
You felt a blanket being put on your shoulders "I am just thinking Jin." You replied. "I know what you are thinking about too."
"Have you forgotten so soon?"
"No."
"How can you be with me? This was my doing. I am the one who lost our little baby."
Jin quietly shushes you "Y/N stop. I am with you because I love you. And I will never stop. But also because you need me right now. I will never leave you, nothing you could do would make me love you any less. Together, we will overcome this."
"Do you really think that?"
He rubs your back "I do. I think it will take time, but, we will find the place where we are okay again."
You turn around facing your husband "I am so sad." You whimpered. You fall into his chest with arms wrapping around him. He rubs your back "I am sad too."

Yoongi

"Are you mad at me?" You whispered.
Yoongi walked into the nursery where you sat in the rocking chair. "I am not mad at you, I am mad at the world."
You take one of his hands "Why us? We wanted that baby. I was so ready to be a mom."
"I could not wait to see you as a mom."
"And now, we are filled with dread Suga." You wipe your nose. "But only for a little while. We cannot mope around."
"I know we can't." You say. "I want us to find something to make us feel better."
"I will do whatever it takes to see that smile on your face again. Please believe me when I say this."
You squeeze his hand "I do believe you. I will always do the same for you too Yoongi."

Hoseok

Hobi stood there as he watched you destroy the nursery. You ripped open the stuffed animal that had your daughters name engraved, still not satisfied you pulled out all of the clothes, making a pile on the floor.
Her latest ultrasound sat in a picture frame, mocking you. You smash that to the ground. "My god, what did I just do? That.." you sink to your knees, hands covering your eyes.
Hobi sits next to you "Feel my love." He whispers. "I will dry your tears Y/N."
"I just want to give up Hobi. What is the point?"
"You belong with me. The point is our lives are still young. We have not experienced everything there is to in life."
You crawled into his lap where he plays with your hair "I just wanted a baby." You say.
"I know you did. And we will try again, not soon."
You don't reply, you were trying not to cry too loud.

Namjoon

Namjoon crawled into the hospital bed with you. You pull his hand to your heart "I am hurting Namjoon. I don't know what to do from here."
On your neck you feel Namjoon's tears "I want to reassure you with saying everything will be okay. I cannot say that."
You sniffle "What did I do wrong Joonie? That baby would be coming into a world filled with love."
"You did not do anything."
"Obviously I did something! Or we would still be having a baby." You sob.
Namjoon holds you tighter "I am so sorry that you are hurting. And that I do not know what to tell you."
"I don't want to hear anyone rumbling trying to consul me, I just want to be left alone."
"Then That is what you will get, alone time."
Y/N wraps her hand into his "Will You please never let me go?"
Namjoon snuggled closer and kisses her shoulders "Nothing will take me away from the love of my life."

So, well, this happened.
The Maknae line is next.