Open Mind

chapter four

Kamaria's POV

Today was Saturday an I have nothing do today so I decided to clean the house trying to keep myself busy, then I will have a well deserved long bath and go do some groceries.

I was playing( money of Cardi b)

i was close to my speaker twerking when Kali came out of her room with a little suitcase,

" kali where are you going?" I asked suddenly sad,

"I will be staying with Brandon for awhile don't worry I'm going to be fine me and Brandon need to know where we really are in our relationship you know!" she said,

" oh ok please stay safe make sure you call ok I love you!" I walked up to her giving her a tight hug before letting her go,

I was done with the cleaning and decided to go to my room to take a nap,

(dream)

I was running but at the same time it was a struggle for me to quicken my pace, I turned around looking for the man that was pursuing me and he was getting closer with everything step I made, I started running faster but it was in vain, I was screaming and running, everywhere was becoming dark and I didn't know where to go and before I knew it I was on the floor, I was tracked down by the man I looked at him in the face I saw him smiling an evil smile, he raise his hand and....

I woke up from a loud scream, I was all sweaty and then I realized that that scream came from me, my vision was becoming blurry, my breathing was becoming shallow, my chest was hurting so bad and I had a terrible migraine, I was having an anxiety attack,
What sometimes worked for me was singing so i did just that,

I was in my bed for a while thankfully i regained myself, I looked at my time through my phone, it was 16:30 pm so I decided to quickly take a bath and dress up to go do groceries.

I was done and decided to wear white sweat pants and a black tube top, I did a bun with my  braids and wore my big hoops earrings.

I left the house and headed to my destination, I was thinking of what could have possibly brought back my nightmares, maybe because I was alone at home now.

I was going through the vegetables section when I felt someone staring at me, I turned to my side and a black guy was staring at me smiling, he was a really cute guy, not to make the situation awkward I smiled and waved at him, he walked up to me,

" hi I'm Jude, I've never seen you around here are you new in this town?" he said smiling,

"Hi my name is Kamaria but everyone calls me kam and yes I'm new here" i said,

" That's cool you have a beautiful name what does it mean" he asked curiously,

" it means moonlight" I said smiling and recalling when my grandma told me about how she named me Kamaria after my mom left me in her care,

"That's interesting!" He said with an interested look on his face,

" yeah" now we where walking together out of the supermarket, he was helping me with some bags with the groceries that I bought,

"Thank you for helping me with the bags" I said,

"You're welcome" he smiled genuinely,

"umm you seem to be a fun person to hang out with, so I was wondering if I can get you're number so that we can hang out sometime!" I stare at him for a second and thought why not! he doesn't seem to be a bad guy or something! He gives a good vibe,

" sure why not" I needed some more friends to hang out cause I'm not about to fall back into depression again.

I arrived home in the evening and quickly went to my room to change into some shorts and a crop sweater.

I was arranging the things I bought and cooked my favourite Italian food
Spaghetti alla carbonara, so I turned my music on I was listening to

(kiss it better by rihanna)

I was almost done cooking  when I heard my phone ping i was chatting with Jude since when i came home but we stopped talking like an hour ago, I saw that it was from an unknown number and my heart skipped that moment, I was afraid to open the message,

" c'mon kam he is not the one, he can never find me" I breathed out, I read the message and immediately knew it was from the guy that I met today and I released my breathe that I was holding and smiled,

"What am I so worried about?" I asked myself,

Jude😳: hey kam sorry for disturbing but I was wondering if you would like to come to the party I'm having at my house this night at 11:00 pm if yes send me you're address so that I come and pick you up. See you soon!!😉.

I thought about the offer while I was eating,

"Fuck it I'm going!" I said washing my dish and walk up to my room to get ready and sent Jude my address, hope i was making a right decision.