I walk up to my room window looking outside, I saw him, staring at me with those eyes that never left my mind.
I opened the window" what do you want from me again?" I yelled not bothered that i've woken up my neighbours.
He just stood there just s...
We were inside the gym now and James was assigning me exercises to do mean while he does his own but we were close. " James?" I called him walking up to him, "Yeah" he said dropping his weights that he was lifting, he turned around brething heavily and trust me I was in the same state, " so where are you taking me to?" He smirked and walked up to me stretching his arm for a hug but I have him a disgusted face and he started laughing and I smiled, his laughter was so beautiful just listening to it makes me smile, he sat on the floor and I did the same facing him. " it's a secret that I can't tell, just be patient and you'll see" he said winking at me and he got up, " c'mon let's do some boxing," I nodded and took his hand. We walked to the area were they were the boxing equipment, I was ready after James wrapped up my hands and placed the boxing gloves, James placed the hook and jab boxing pads on and i was in front of him while I was stretching, " ok let's get to it, follow my leads and let all your frustration out", I nodded and did what he told me to do.
I was standing in front of the boxing bag as I heard James saying I should let all my frustration out,i used all my strength in punching the bag, I was thinking of my life, punch! That night of the party, punch punch! Of the day I went to the hospital, Punch punch! Of my grandma, Punch punch punch! Of my mother, Punch,punch, punch! Of kalisha, Punch punch punch! Of him that monster, Punch punch punch! I kept punching, I just wanted all the frustration out, James was trying to get my attention, I ignored him still punching the bag with all my strength, " Kamaria stop that's enough!" I still ignored James, I never really realized how keeping things inside hurts, makes you weak and angry. At a certain point James pulled me away from the boxing bag holding me on my waist, "what the Fuck was that? you could have injured your self Kamaria" he released his grip on me and I fell on the floor and cried, " Kamaria look at me!" Said James as he raised me to my feet and took my sweaty face in his hands, I wiped my tears, breathing heavily as I stared at him, "What's wrong?" He said calmly, I closed my eyes and shook my head and said, " Nothing" my voice came out so cold and emotionless that I even surprised my self from how it came out, James immediately released my face and took a step back and frowned a bit angry, I tried calming myself down and I looked at him and said, "Can we go home so I can change?" He nodded without saying a word and I left him there, I knew he had a lot of questions to ask me which I'm ready to answer when I cool down.
I took all my belongings and waited for James outside as he went to take his belongings as well. He came out and got inside the car without looking at me, now I really felt bad, I never meant to attack him like that It was never my intention, I got inside the car and look at him with I sad face, I sighed, "James?", he looked at me for a second as he started the car and drove off, " Yes?" He said not looking at me " I'm sorry I didn't mean to be all bitchy on you it just came out, I don't even know what came over me", he just nodded his head still focused on the road, my frown deepened and I turned my face and stared at the houses that we passed.
We arrived at home and I got out of the car and waited for James to come out as well, as he came out of the car locking it ready to enter the house, I stopped him and hugged me, he was not expecting my affection at first but hugged me back, he raised me and I wrapped my legs on his waist, we hugged some more before I looked at him, " I'm really sorry and if you want to ask me anything I'm ready to tell you" he stared at me with a smile and said, " that's ok if you aren't ready I'm not forcing you to tell me about your past Kamaria", I love the way he calls me with my full name it's so strange coming from him and sexy at the same time, I smiled admiring him, he was such a patient person that is what I like about him, " take a pic it last longer" I snapped out of my trans and slapped him on the shoulder as I hid my face from embarrassment on his neck, he laughed as he walked us to the house, I was still on him not ready to leave his side just yet, He wanted to placed me on the couch of the living room but I whined, " noooo I don't want to walk take me to my room please!?" He laughed Again and said, " at your service madam!" I smiled. We are at my room I was ready to go take a shower, "Kamaria don't waste time we're still going to the place I wanted to take you too!" He said walking out of the room, " yeah sure but I'm hungry " " I'll make something before you're done" I nodded and walked to my bathroom.
I came out of the bathroom and got dressed,
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I walked out of my room and went to the kitchen to see James already ready and mixing the spaghetti adding the remaining ingredients, I sat on my stool and watched him, I was still wandering why he was so different when he was around me, like he was more calm, always laughs and affectionate but when he's out his cold towards people they give him respect which I think it's what he want from people and I wonder why, I'm lucky he's different with me, I'm happy he is like this towards me. I don't even pay anything in this big ass house and he never asked me to pay for bills or anything, " James?" He turned around facing me now smiling, there it is that smile, "How come I don't pay anything in this house it's been like what? almost four months that I have been here and I don't even pay part of the bills?!" His smile grew wilder, " Because I don't want you to pay it, it's my house I pay for my house" I frowned still thinking, " but I have enough money it's not that I'm struggling to keep up with the money, I'm not a billionaire but not poor either" He laughed at my statement and placed the delicious food in front of me, " I know Kamaria from the house and car you have but my answer will still be the same." I nodded focusing on my delicious meal, I took a bite and moaned, still taking big bites, oh my God, this is so delicious, I wonder who tought him how to cook or if he thought himself, but damn he really knows how to cook magnificently, "Kamaria stop doing that!" I snapped out of my thought And look at him whit a " what did I do?" Face, he smirked and I raised a brow, "Moaning, I know it's good" and this is the times I thank God that I'm black because the blush that would be on my face, oh lord, I composed myself as If i was not affected by the tone of voice and the smirk that was on his face, " sorry couldn't bear it" "Yeah no one bears when I'm the one coursing it" he winked and laughed and then I understood what he was talking about, I gasped and said, "Ew James you're so disgusting!" I throw a napkin at his way but he caught it and laughed, I smiled and resumed eating not so peacefully because I was having a tingling sensation down there, I had to cross my legs to stop the feeling.
