chapter thirty seven

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Kamaria's POV

I sighed in relief as I retrieved back to my room I sat on my bed and I was just thinking, I going to talk to Luca today and then hang out with the girls and probably sleep at my house.
I took my phone and called Luca, at the second ring he picked up,
"Hey Kam baby!" I cringed at what he said, ok he's definitely going too far now,
" umm hi Luca can we see each other and talk it's important!?"
" oh course it's everything ok?"
"Yeah is fine, I have to go bye" I ended the call not allowing him to give me a reply, this situation is giving me a devastating headache and I don't want it,I caused it and I'm going to fix this.
I shook my head and went to take a bath before getting dressed.

I tied my hair in a low sleek ponytail as I went on with a light make up

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I tied my hair in a low sleek ponytail as I went on with a light make up.
I took my small purse and left the house, I got in my car and left.
On the way I got a text from Luca, he texted me the place we wanted to meet and we agreed on just staying at the park that was close to the mall.
I called the girls too and i informed them on what I was going to do today and they agreed.

I got to the park and sat on a bench that was a bit isolated from the play ground of the children.
I waited for him, I was looking around and then I saw his jeep parking on the playgroup parking lot, he got out and waved at me and I did the same with my neural face, all this was putting my nerves in high levels and I didn't like it at all.
He walked up to me wanting a hug but I raised my hand to stop him, I was not in the mood for any affection right now,
" hey what's up? Why are you being so moody?" He asked then sat beside him, I was trying to keep my temper down but just looking at him makes me so angry at my self,
" ok Luca I'm just going straight to the point cause I'm in no mood for games here, you obviously knew James and I want to know you guys past he told me his side of the story and I want to know your side of course, I don't want to judge anybody so I'm giving you a chance to tell what's going on before I do anything" I said to him staring at him in the eyes, he looked a bit angry but amusement was lingering in his eyes,
" what's all this about Kamaria?"
"Please Luca I need to know"
I sighed then rolled his eyes,
" we were best friends when we were younger, there's really nothing to talk about here, he's whore of an ex slept with me and she kept coming back at me and of course a man has his needs so I always slept with her, James found out and he got mad and the rest is history" he said annoyed, I looked at him shocked at how he looked so unfazed as he was talking,
" what the Fuck is wrong with you Luca? Who am I talking to?" I said standing up, I looked at him disgusted, he looked at me with anger,
" watch your mouth Kamaria! Don't give me that attitude" he said glaring at me,
" are you serious right now? You just called someone who's now dead a whore!? And you don't even seem fucking bit sorry for what you did Luca! You just let your best friend stuffer for what on earth's name? You threw away your friendship just like that? Did you even apologized for what you did?" I was so angry, I gave him the most hard glare possible, I was so pained just remembering what James told me, and me stand in in front of the person that betrayed him was making me sick,
" why are you behaving like this? It was the past we all got over it and now we are here, so now sit down and relax ok?"
I looked at him bewildered and shook my head,
" ok I'm done with this shit, I just wanted to tell you that that kiss we had, for me it was nothing I didn't feel anything and sorry you got the wrong idea but I never saw you more than a friend Luca so I just want to stop whatsoever is going on between us I don't really want to see  you again", I said shaking my head in disappointed, I turned around and saw Luca staring at me with anger but he sat there and did nothing, I entered my car not looking back, I know what I did was right, and I don't regret it.













Luca's POV

I stared at her retrieving figure with anger, "well I wasn't expecting my plan to end in a short time but oh well let's put some chaos in my wonderful friends life", I smirked and got up from the bench I sat down aa and entered my car, what I know for sure is that people don't get away from me that easily.





James POV

I was in the living room now waiting for Kamaria to get back, it was 9:00 pm and I was wondering when she's going to come back, just as I was about to get something to drink Kamaria came into the house looking exhausted, I sighed, I really need to tell her what's on my mind.
I sat back down,
" Kamaria I need to talk to you" she looked at me with a frown then said,
"James can whatever you're about to tell me wait till tomorrow morning, we have time and besides we'll be going to the campus together I'm not in the mood to drive tomorrow please?" I shook my head in disapproval,
" Kamaria please it's important and going to the campus tomorrow is one of the topics I'm about to tell you ",
She sighed and came and sat close to me folding her legs and arms,
"Actually I need to tell you something" she said looking at me a bit nervous,
" I heard you Kamaria" I said looking at her eyes seeking for a reaction,
"Oh, you....you heard it all?", I nodded my head and smiled a little,
" You know I told you I don't do relationships!?" She nodded her head looking sad,
"That was a promise I made after the death of my ex. I never told anyone the reason"
" And what is the reason James" she whispered staring at me intently,
" might sound like a joke coming out of my mouth, well is because I was afraid and still am to give my love to someone, I don't want it to be thrown at me again like she did" she came closed and now we were few inches away from each other, she wrapped her arms in my neck still staring at me,
" everyone are not the same James, people will give less and other will give you so much more than you expect them to have, you need to take the risk because you learned from your past, now is the present and you need to embrace it with all you've got, since the day you brought me Into this house I never thought I would fall for you, I was afraid too James but I took the risk and I accepted what I feel and I needed to tell you because this chance can be taken away from me in any time, the day you kissed me I felt it, I felt very bit of it and I liked what I felt, I wanted to keep it all in but I can't anymore cause it's eating me up, I don't know if it's love what I feel but I want to share it with you" tears were threatening to fall from her eyes as I stared at her, I caressed her cheeks,
" I fell the same way Kamaria and you're the risk I'm willing to take" I took her lips in mine as we kissed, I bit her bottom lip seeking for entrance and she accepted eagerly, our tongues fighting for dominance, her hand came in contact with my hair, she pulled with hunger which made me groan in pleasure, my hands where on her hips now roaming her body and giving a squeeze to her ass, I placed her on top of me and she moaned when she felt my manhood get hard by the second, my hands were place on her ass as she started grinding on me
"Fuck Kamaria"I said and deepened the kiss, I got up with her still straddling me as I went to my room, I kicked the door open and I layed Kamaria on my bed, I broke the kiss as we panted heavily, I trailed wet kisses from her cheeks to the back of her ear to her neck sucking leaving my marks on her, I kissed her weak spot as she moaned my name, my hands were roaming her beautiful body and took off her tank top, I stopped kissing her and just admire the beauty beneath me, her chest raising and falling with everything breath she takes,
" Such a fucking beauty" she stared at me as I did the same, I took off her bra exposing her breast,
" Fuck!" I said staring at her body with lost, I took her left nipple sucking on it and massaging the other one,
"Oh Fuck! James" she said butting her lips, my hand that was massaging her breast traveled to her skirt as I unbuttoned it and took it off with her help, my hand trailed down to her lace panties, I bit her nipple before going back to her swollen lips.








Kamaria's POV

James hand was now on my wet slit, I moaned louder gripping and pulling his hair, he teased me a bit then he stopped abruptly, I opened my eyes instantly and looked at him, he looked at me asking for permission and I nodded as I brought him back to me and kissed him with passion full of lust, he shifted my panties and started rubbing my clit and I gasped at the impact, he started rubbing it and then he inserted a finger inside me,
" Fuck! James"
"Yes baby" he said now sucking on my nipples,
" go faster"I said, he raised his head with a smirk,
"Say please" he said slowing down his pace, I glared at him,
" James stop playing" he then stopped pulling his finger out slowing,
" ok...Ok, please" I said looking at him,he chuckles the said,
"Good girl" and then he started plugging inside me with a fast pace getting me to reach my orgasm,
"James I'm about to..."
" Cum for me baby" at his command I climaxed as my body shook from the orgasm.
After a few minutes i was dozing off when I felt a worm wet towel placed on me to clean my mess, James came out of the bathroom with only boxers, he climbed the bed and brought me closed to him, he kissed me and said,
" I love you baby" I smiled with my eyes still closed unable to answer his from the exhaustion the finally slept in peace.

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