I walk up to my room window looking outside, I saw him, staring at me with those eyes that never left my mind.
I opened the window" what do you want from me again?" I yelled not bothered that i've woken up my neighbours.
He just stood there just s...
I woke up on James bed, I frowned then got up then I remembered last night and sighed in frustration, " I'm so done, like really done with this nightmares, I wish I could stop them", I went straight to my bathroom and did my morning routine. I took my phone that was on my bed and checked the time, it was 10:30am, it was enough for me to cook and clean the house. I went down stairs towards the living room and began cleaning. When I was done I went to the kitchen, I opened the fridge and looked for something I could use to cook then decided to make grilled corn salad for myself then I made baked sweet potatoes with fried chicken wings and sriracha dipping sauce for James when he comes back. I've never done this type of sauce so I decided to do it today.
I eat then washed the dishes then went to take a shower before living, I looked at the time and saw it was 12:00 pm so I hurried and got in the shower. I went back to my room stripped myself from the towel after drying my body then lotioned my body, I went in my closet to look for something to wear.
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I went down stairs and closed all the doors before leaving.
I parked on my usual spot in the garage and got out of the cars, I could hear loud music and the girls screaming along in the song. I unlocked the doors and I was correct they were dancing in the living room, I laughed at them and joined them, they were playing work of Rihanna and I got in the middle and started twerking, "Ahhhhh yes bitch!! Fuck it up!!" The two screamed before launching at me and giving me bear hugs, "We missed you!!!" Said jade still hugging me tightly, " the same for me girl, I can see that you stabilised your self here?" I asked jade as Kali nodded, " yeah for a bit, kali was always alone here and she said that she doesn't want to disturb you and James all the time even though we talk like every night". I stared at kali with a sad smile and said, " kali, you can come at any time James is not always at home you know, I don't want both of you left out, I think I'll be coming to the house more often", they nodded the hugged me again, " sorry I thought we'll disturb or something but the guys come here often to keep us company or they take us out and then we'll sleep at their house so is not a big deal Kam" said kali now sitting down on the couch, " I fell bad now!, we need to have girls time more!!" I said getting up and going to the kitchen to look for something to drink. They lowered the music and sat down on the stool that faced me while I was drinking a cup of juice, " so what happened Kam?" Asked kali, I sighed then finished my juice I motioned for them to follow me as we entered my room, it was left the same, I layed on the bed as the girls sat on the floor waiting for me to explain. " so it all started yesterday, James was at home and we decided to go to the gym together then he said he was going to take me somewhere later in the day. At the gym I had a little break down and James was worried, I kind of answered him rudely which I never intended on doing it just came out, I wanted to apologize but he Ignored me till we got home, I really hate arguing with him, so as we got out of the car I hugged him and told him how sorry I was, he deserves to know my past because he knew I was hiding something from him. He said he wanted to know everything of my past. When we left the house again he took me to a place where there was a waterfall, it was so beautiful, he told me that it was his hiding spot when he was little then he told me of his past and I did too. It was really hard to tell but we did and a weight on my shoulder was lifted up, I was happy we had that moment. James when he was telling me about his childhood he mentioned a guy named Luca, he said he was his old best friend till he betrayed him, I was caught on that because the Luca that I know told me something very similar to what James told me and then it clicked, I think Luca was James ex best friend, if James comes to find out I'm kind of dating him he'll be so mad, just mentioning his name you can see the anger in his eyes". They both stared at me with open mouth and wild eyes, " is this world really that small? I mean, why on earth would two ex best friends be like the same girl? It's a coincidence or there is something going on?" I nodded feeling disgusted of my self, " Kam what's wrong? Why are you doing that face?" Asked jade, I shook my head then said, " I fell disgusted with myself, I never told you girls but the day we went to the beach, he kissed me, it felt so wrong then he texted me yesterday morning before I left for the gym, he said that we need to talk about it and I ignored his text". They both gasped holding their chest, " Kam really? But I won't blame you since you said you kind of liked him" said kali, I nodded my head in disagreement, " everything feels so weird with him you know, I'm cutting him of the moment I see him, I kissed James too and you know it, I feel like a whore, with James it's different and I feel like I betrayed him too with the same guy who betrayed him, you get what I mean!" I said sighing in frustration, I was really done with all this, it's getting on my nerves and I can't concentrate on anything because I keep thinking of what's happening. They got up and layed beside me holding my hands, " Kam I think you like him and I can say the same for James it's just that none of you wants to admit that's why you feel like this Kam", I nodded understanding, " I really don't know even though I tell him I like him it's going to be awkward between us because he told me he doesn't do relationships, so I'll just skip that process of getting embarrassed and later on be awkward with each other", " I think that with you he's going to change his mind trust me on this" said kali I just sighed the closed my eyes till I feel asleep.
"Kam?!" I heard someone call me but I ignored the calls, I was really enjoying my nap so I didn't want any disturbance, " bitch I know you heard me calling you get your ass up and start getting dressed, remember we're going to the club!" Said kali which made me laugh out the raised my hands in surrender with my eyes still closed. " Yes ma'am I'll be right at it!", I got up and went to the bathroom to refreshing my self, " you better!" I laughed Again and shook my head in response.
I looked in my closet and searched for what to wear then I decided to wear a black skirt,bralet and a fish net long sleeve crop top.
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I did my make up and curled my hair, put on some jewelry and sprayed some perfume. I left my room and went down stairs towards the living room where kali and jade were waiting for me. Kali wore a white bralet and ripped jeans.
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While jade wore a black sparkling dress.
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I looked at them and said, "Damnn!! We slay!! Ok now let's go before it get crowded", they laughed and got their personal things and we got in my car and left. " by the way one of you are driving back because I know I'll not hold up" they nodded then went back to what there were doing on their phone.
