Open Mind

chapter fourty two

Mark's POV

Satisfied enough with what I did I got off of him and stood up glaring at him,
" don't you ever fucking call her out her name again, so you really thing she would so that to you?, did you fucking listen to what she had to say when you showed her the picture?, you're a fucking coward you know that?, she's different from everyone you ever came across James, you think what you did was cool with us huh?, you don't fucking touch a woman like that James, your more than that and don't you dare put your hands on her again or so help me God James" I said still glaring at him, he got up slowly still groaning from the headache and the pain, his left eye was already swelling up and his lip was busted,
"You don't understand how it feels to be cheated on Mark not from her, I trusted her and i don't know if I still do, I fucking love her and she betrayed me like that, with Luca" he said weakly, I shook my head in disappointed at what he was saying, Jude took the picture from me examining it, his expression changed from disgust to anger, I guess he saw what I noticed when I saw it too.
" I'm sorry for putting my hands on her I was really angry" he shook his head,
" Your not apologising for insulting her James" Jude said glaring at him,
" and I'm sorry for that too", Jude went to him and threw the picture at him and said,
"Look at the picture and tell me what you see James", James took the picture and glared at Jude then he sighed looking at the picture,
" well Kamaria is kissing Luca, there are on the beach and the day it's getting dark which means at that time it was evening, and there were close to her car and...." his eyes widened in realisation,
"S-she has braids, I.... I thought..."
" well you obviously thought fucking wrong James" I said folding my hands, he looked alert and got up, he had regret in his eyes but he had an aggravated expression,
"Fuck!" He said punching the wall,
"You Fucked up James, do you know what she went through this past hours?, do you know the pain she's going through mentally and physically, she's a strong girl but you can see how broken she is by this situation." Jude said walking out of the house,
"Get your shit together and give that picture to you detective friend, we need to find who sent that to you, and James, give her some space I don't think she's going to forgive anytime soon, we're going to take care of her" I said, he nodded saying,
" I understand and I'm really sorry, thank you guys" he sat down on the couch exhausted.
I walked out of the house and got in the car and drove off.

We arrived at Kamaria's house, it was already evening and dark, we got out of the car, I took along what we bought for her, we entered the house and saw the tv was on, there we're sleeping on the floor hugging each other, I smiled then walked to the stairs going to Kamaria's room, I placed the items in her closet and left the room, Jude took kali to her room and I took Kam and Jade to her room and closed the door.

Jude was in the kitchen drinking a bottle of beer eating the lasagna Kam made, I took a plate as well,
" all this is not adding up, why and who is sending that picture to James?" I said,
" for me is that bastard of Luca we need to know some things from Kam tomorrow to see how we can help in this situation" said Mark, I nodded my head in agreement,
" if we don't get anything from her we can't do anything but to only protect her from danger".

James POV

As the guys left the house I went straight to my room, took off my close and went to take a shower.
I just thought of how stupid I was with Kamaria,it just happened so fast, I was walking with my father in the ball room, I stopped for a moment then went to the bathroom, I got back then one of the waitress came to me and told me that a man dropped this for me, it was in an envelope, I opened it an there was it, the picture, I didn't really look at it properly I was so angry I went to the kitchen and got some bottle of alcohol, my chest was hurting so bad, tears were already in my eyes, I got in my car and I just stayed there drank my pain away, I wish I didn't go to that stupid celebration, I wouldn't have gotten that envelope, my love would have been here with me but because of my anger I drove her away, I regret everything I did, I trust her and always will, it just made me remember what happened with my ex, I was young but that hunted me for months, it made me weak which I never wanted to show.

I was in the living room arranging and cleaning the house, it was a fucking mess and I feel at my low, I can't immagine what I put Kamaria throughout I wish it never happened.
I tried taking my mind off Kamaria but all reminded me of her. I tried eating but my appetite was not there, I threw away the food and went up stairs, I layed in my bed staring at the ceiling, I took my phone and dialed Kamaria's phone number, Mark told me I should give her some space but that was hard for me, I'm just going to call her and see how she's doing, it ringed but she didn't pick up, it went to voicemail,
"Ummmm Kamaria it's me James, I...I'm really sorry for what I did yesterday, I was angry and I acted stupidly, it just that it reminded me of what happened in the past, I'm really sorry for the pain I caused you baby, I regret it every second of the day, I promise, what happened it will never happen again and I love you with all my heart and I trust you 100%, please if your ok answer this message. I love you."

After a while I was pacing the floor waiting for her answer but it never came.
It's 3 am and I couldn't sleep, I was just thinking of her and wished this situation never happened.