I walk up to my room window looking outside, I saw him, staring at me with those eyes that never left my mind.
I opened the window" what do you want from me again?" I yelled not bothered that i've woken up my neighbours.
He just stood there just s...
I decided to take Kamaria to my spot where I stay and think of my life, my family,my future. Yeah I know it sounds like something not from me but yeah when I was younger I'll always go there when my parents fight, until I decided to man up and stay at home and protect my mother, I never took anyone there,not even my ex.
I don't know how to even explain what the Fuck happened in the gym with Kamaria, everything was fine or maybe I pushed her too much with my words. Seeing her like with tears in her eyes confirmed my thought, she had a really bad past and I want to know her story so badly. It made me angry seeing her with the cold emotions, it caught me off guard I never thought she had that part in her, the anger in her eye's where enough to put Someone six feet under. We left the gym and got in the car and drove off. I was thinking so hard of what possibly could have happened to her.
We arrived at home and I got out of the car and saw her standing there waiting for me, suddenly she came to me and hugged me, I'm suppose to be the one hugging her not her,it was unexpected but I surely hugged her back and she wrapped her self on me. She looked at me and said, " I'm really sorry and if you want to ask me anything I'm ready to tell you"i stared at her with a smile and said, " that's ok if you aren't ready I'm not forcing you to tell me about your past Kamaria", I really don't want to press her about it but it was eating me up so why not use the opportunity to know her more!?, I noticed Kamaria staring at me strangely, I'm not sure what emotion she was feeling but it looked as if she was staring at me lovingly but I shrugged it off ,it was definitely in a friendly way, I smirked and said, " take a pic it last longer" She snapped out of her trans and slapped me on the shoulder as she hid her face from embarrassment on my neck, i laughed as i walked us to the house, I was still holding her enjoy her comforting warmth.
I wanted to place her on the couch of the living room but she held me tighter, " noooo I don't want to walk take me to my room please!?" I laughed and said, " at your service madam!" She then smiled. We are at her room and she was ready to go take a shower, she was so beautiful as I stared at her, I love a lot of things about her, "Kamaria don't waste time we're still going to the place I wanted to take you too!" I said walking out of the room, " yeah sure but I'm hungry " she kind of yelled to me as she enters her bathroom, " I'll make something before you're done" I said walking out of her room. As I was walking down the stairs I thought of her, I want Kamaria to be more opened with me, I'm just really curious about her past there was something about her that drags me towards here that always gets my attention, I want to be the one that protects her nothing more, or maybe I want to do more than that?!. I sighed and went to the kitchen to make food, I know Kamaria love's spaghetti so I'll make it. She's one of those people who eat ar anytime of the night and day, she quick to hunger anything she sees she eats it, it's so cute to see her eyes shining when I cook something for us whenever I can.
I was almost done making the spaghetti when Kamaria came inside the kitchen and sat on her favorite spot. "James?" I turned around facing her smiling, "How come I don't pay anything in this house it's been like what? almost four months that I have been here and I don't even pay part of the bills?!" My smile grew wilder and said, " Because I don't want you to pay it, it's my house I pay for my house" she had a cute frown on her face and said, " but I have enough money it's not that I'm struggling to keep up with the money, I'm not a billionaire but not poor either" I laughed at her statement and placed the food in front of her. " I know Kamaria from the house and car you have but my answer will still be the same." She nodded focusing on the meal I placed in front of her and I looked at her waiting for a reaction, she took a bite and moaned, well Fuck! I sat down in front of her to hide my growing boner, I smiled, when she eats what I cook, she always has that surprised face on her, "Kamaria stop doing that!" She look at me whit a " what did I do?" Look, i smirked and she raised a brow, "Moaning, I know it's good" she kept her head down because of embarrassment then said, " sorry couldn't bear it"I laughed. "Well no one bears it when I'm the course of it" I winked and laughed She stared at me then realized what I meant then she gasped and said, "Ew James you're so disgusting!" She threw a napkin at my way and I caught it and laughed.
We were on our way to my spot while Kamaria was screaming her lungs out singing drunk in love by Beyonce, once in a while I would stare at her, her perfect face, her lips, her brows, her nose, her chocolate skin, she was doing a great job turning me on and man I wish I could take her right her in the car, I smiled knowing she doesn't even know what I always think of her, she's mine and I'll make sure that no other dude come across her it will be hella bad for that person, just thinking of her with another guy it's disturbing not to even think of her kissing another guy, I want her lips to be attached to only mine, her eyes only on mine. I shook my head removing does thoughts from my head right now, I don't even know if she likes me that way or has any feelings not that I have for her right?, I shook my head and focused on the road. After some minutes she fell asleep, I would glace her way to make sure she's comfortable, she has goosebumps all over so I parked on the side of the road and took off my jacket and used it to cover her and drove off again.
And here I was staring at the thick bush and long tress where I always passed to go to my spot, where I found real peace. I got off the car and went to the passengers side and opened the door, she was still sleeping, I kissed her on the chick repeatedly till she started stirring and moaned, I kept kissing her and she opened her eyes, " James!!" She whispered yelled at me and pushed my face, I laughed at her reaction, " so you can't wake me like a normal human being instead? Not that I didn't like the kisses but boy I was enjoying my sleep and you ruined it" I took her hand and she got out of the car, " well I'm sorry miss but we have arrived at our destination, we are close to my childhood house and here is where I want to take you to, I feel like it's going to help you clear your mind it's been long since I came here and I regret it but I wanted you to see this place, your the first person I brought here, I didn't bring the guys here because I really never wanted anyone here in this area but I don't want to be selfish anymore so I brought you here maybe with this you can trust me more" she was staring at me shocked from my revelation, I thought she was going to laugh at me, this place or what I just said but no, instead she hugged me tightly, "I don't think you can understand how happy I am James, I'm really honoured to be in this place and I'm grateful you to even brought me here". I stared at her, she was smiling wildly and that made me happy too, to see her with that smile was ok for me. " your welcome, now let's go let me show you the real beauty". We entered the forest and began to head towards the place, " James where the hell are you taking to I thought..." She suddenly stopped, I smiled because I knew why,
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She looked around and gasped, I went to the rock where I usually sit down, memories started flooding my mind and I tried to push them away.
