Open Mind

chapter fourty seven

Kamaria's POV

( the moment of the kidnapping)

I was really exhausted but I had a smile on my face,the moment I shared with James played in my head since he left the house, I never expected it to turn that way, but what can I say?, I'll never regret the decision I made.

I was driving back home from my classes, blasting khelani new album singing along with it.
I parked my car in the garage and came out of my car, I went inside the house, I went to my room and got changed in denim jeans shorts and a oversized grey t shirt, I went to the bathroom and took off the few makeup I had on my face. I got out and went in my bag to get my phone I was going to text the girls to hang out.
My window was still open, I think I forgot to lock it this morning, I went and locked it and was ready to text the girls.
It all happened fast, I felt a sharp pain in my head as I fell to the ground, my vision became blurry, I screamed in pain as whoever was with me there grabbed me by my hair and placed a cloth on my mouth and nose, the pain was unbearable, I trashing trying to get out of his grip but it was all useless because I could feel myself loosing all my strength to fight back, seconds later I gave up and let whatever was in the cloth enter my nostrils as darkness overtake me.

I screamed out in pain and shock as cold water was poured upon my sore body.
My head snapped towards the voice I just heard,
"Hello my beautiful Kamaria!" Said the voice that made my heart stop, my body shriver in an agonizing fear,the air stock in my lungs, my eyes wild open in the darkness. I slowly looked in the dark and saw him, my everyday nightmare, the one that destroyed my life, John my stepfather, he was sitting in the corner of the room wearing that smile that always tormented my nights. The lights were suddenly on, he was all in black, he looked the same just a little bit slimmer but that was not my problem now, my problem was how he found me,
"H-how?" I managed to crack out, I felt like passing out from how fast my heat was beating, his smile widened as he laughed out,
" ahh Kamaria I thought you were smart enough to know that answer already but apparently you don't" he got up and took a step toward and I shivered in fear, I was tied in a destroyed and smelling mattress that was on the floor, I looked around and I was in a room that wasn't really clean, the floor was wet and dirty, the walls were cracked and looked horrible. I was trapped in this room. He turned to his left and went close to the door and locked it, all the terrible memories flooded back and front in my head, tears were swelling in my eyes. He turned his attention back to me,
"So let me just simplify this for you, I got arrested the day I thought I killed you, one of my sources came to me and told me that you were alive and you left Italy but he didn't know were you went to hide, I told him to find you and years later he found you here in California and I came out of prison with good behaviour and I paid them a little some of money, then I met a great friend that lead me to you. Right then I started following you everywhere you went, I allowed you to have a boyfriend just to enjoy your little moment of freedom before you come back to Italy were you belong, with me", tears where streaming down my face as I listened to what he said,
"I'm not going anywhere with you" I whispered to him shaking my head rapidly, shifting uncomfortably,
" Yes you are Kamaria, don't make things difficult here. You know, I really missed touching your body, I missed everything about you, we just need to go back to Italy and finish what we started, si?" He said coming closer to me, fresh tears of anger was streaming down my eyes,
"You stated all this bullshit because you're sick perverted monster, I'll rather die that to come back with you motherfucker, I wish you were fucking dead already" I said as I remembered what my grandma told me
( don't bow your head your crown might fall off) I kept concentrating in that frase to keep my remaining sanity in check,
" I'm not that little girl anymore John, I'm not weak, I never let my demons out because I control them" he laughed pathetically then suddenly had a hard face on,
"You don't talk to me like that, I've had enough of you're useless bravery, I don't have time for this" he said, it happened so quickly, he brought out a gun and used it to hit my head for the second time, I screamed in pain, he slapped me really hard I felt my head throbbing, I heard a vibration and I looked at him, he looked at his phone then smiled wildly,
"Ah here comes my great friend, you'll be surprised to see him" I had a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Seconds later he went to the door and opened it and in came Luca indigo, hatred is what I felt when he came in looked at me and smirked, I couldn't believe my eyes, he's standing right in front of me I didn't want to believe he was the friend that gave information's of me to John,
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I screamed at Luca,he laughed as if all this was funny,
" oh c'mon Kamaria don't be overdramatic, I'm doing you a favour, you don't need James in your life" he said laughing, he dragged the chair that was in the corner of the room close to where I was,
" Why are you doing this?" My voice cracked as I asked him,
"I'm doing this for revenge Kamaria, I hated James since my father always compared me to him, my own father never gave me a fucking compliment or ever was proud of me because what I always did James own was better, my father wished he had James as his son rather than me, I want to make him feel the way I felt when I was always close to my parents, they always disagreed with what I do and said it's stupid, I was fucking nothing to them, they said I was a disgrace to the family because i couldn't do the things James did,no one ever asked me if I was ok, so now its time I show the person who ruined my life how I felt when I was younger, besides it's not the first time his girlfriend's die!" He said that so bitterly, got up and was ready to leave the room but I called him, he stopped turning around, I looked at him in the eyes and said,
"No matter what you've gone through, this, what you're doing it's the wrong way Luca, your not going to gain anything from this!" I said as I cried, he shook his head and said,
" it's too late for that don't you think?" That was the last thing he said before leaving the room.
"Well that was a touching story isn't it?" I looked at him, I almost forgot he was in this room,
"FUCK YOU!" I snapped at him, he grabbed me by my hair and slammed my head on the wall that I was leaning on, I screamed in pain, he punched me few times and said,
" You better shut your ungrateful ass puttana!" He screamed at me, " since you want to be brave I'll punish you, no food till we leave" he said then went out of the door slamming it close.