Open Mind

chapter thirty five

Kamaria's POV

We got in line thankfully there wasn't a long line so we got in easily.
We entered the club and it was the usual sweat odour, girls grinding on boys, couple kissing and making out, not sure they even are couples, the chilled one's at the bar. We sat on the bar stool and ordered some drinks,
"Ok girls I'm going to chill a bit before getting to it" I said sipping my drink,
" you mean get drunk before slaying the dance floor?" Asked kali laughing out loudly, I nodded my head laughing along. They were playing some Chris Brown songs and Jade dragged kali to the dance floor cause she's In love with Chris Brown and she had to dance to the song, I crossed my legs staring at them with a smile on my face, they were getting the attention of boys and girls and it amused me at such a short period of time as they got to the dance floor, boys where dancing and grinding on them as they twerked.
I was already tipsy after a while, then they played bitch better have my money of Rihanna, I saw kali that coming towards me and I knew this was the time I'll dance with them, I giggled and went towards her, she took my hands and we started dancing and singing along.
They came other songs and we started twerking and singing.

James POV

I woke up then looked at my phone and saw a message from Jude telling me I should get ready that they'll come pick me up, I got up and went to the bathroom to refresh myself before dressing up in some black ripped fitted jeans and a white T-shirt.
I waited for them outside as I sat on the porch and went through my phone. Some minutes later they came and I got in as we drove off.

We arrived and We got in as the security lead us to the VIP area, it was crowded with people and music was bumming, it has been awhile since I came here, they renovated the club and it looks much better. We climbed the steps as we enter the VIP area, there were girls and men dancing, people having drinks while making conversation, we sat on the couch as a waitress came and got out orders, I was not intending on getting drunk so I got something light, we sat there for a while then Jude got up and looked from the big glass down where people dance, he smiled then said,
"There they are" he pointed his finger in the crowd and we saw the girls as they danced, some guys were drooling over them which kind of made me some type of way, I saw their outfit and it looked sexy as hell, now I know why they were drooling over them now.
I got up from the couch placed my drink on the table and said,
" then let's go have some fun" as I walked out of the private room going down the stairs, my eyes where everywhere looking for her then I saw her, I walked towards her and grabbed her waist as she started grinding on me then she turned around, she looked at me surprised before hugging and shouting excitedly, I laughed and stared at her as I hugged her back,
" hey baby!" She hit my chest lightly and said,
" James what are you doing here? Are you stalking me?" I laughed and said,
"Well I guess I'm not the only one stalking you!" She raised her brow then looked around and saw the other guys, she smiled wildly walking towards them, Jude and kalisha were making out as if it was the last day on earth for them, I shook my head, Kamaria hugged Mark and I see him hugging her tight and I remembered the reason behind that, she then hugged Jude after she was them done kissing.
She walked back to me with a smirk,
" so what made you come to the club, I know your not a fan of clubs!?" I shook my head before grabbing her waist and pulled her close to me then whispered in her ear,
"Well I know that a sexy girl left my house in the afternoon and said she was going to the club and then I saw that she cooked for me and I thought, I miss her so I came to enjoy the rest of the night where she is with her friends!" She placed her arms around my neck as I looked at her in the eyes, she smiled wildly then said,
" oh you eat it how was it?" I laughed the gave her a thumbs up, she laughed then started swaying to the song they started playing on dance by drake, she turned around twerked and danced on me as I danced along with her.

After awhile of dancing I told Kamaria to follow me and she agreed, I held her hand as we walked back to the private room,
" ok I know you have Money and the rest but damn your in the VIP room, oh wow!" I looked at her and laughed,
"Thank my dad for that" she laughed then nodded her head as we entered the room and sat on the cough, she was looking around not saying anything,
"What do you want to drink?" I asked as the same waitress of earlier came again,
" anything it fine I'm so thirsty" I nodded my head as I told the waitress what we wanted.

We went down to meet the others, we stayed a little to chill before going home, as we walked down the stairs I heard someone call for Kamaria, I turned around and saw Luca smiling wildly and I froze there staring at him, I felt my anger boil up, I looked at Kamaria and she had an uneasy expression on her face, like she knew that something was going to happen. She met my eyes and she had a terrified and sad expression on her face. He brought her into a hug but she didn't hug him back,
I laughed bitterly and shook my head, how the Fuck do they know each other?, what the Fuck is going on?.
I watch them patiently to see what was going to happen next,
" hey Luca!" She said smiling a bit, he pulled her close to him and he planted a kiss on her lips and there is where I let my demons take over a little, I stormed towards Luca as Kamaria immediately declined the kiss by pulling back quickly, I punched him right on the chick none, then on his nose, I kept punching until I heard Kamaria scream my name and telling me to stop as the guys came and separated me away from Luca,
He got up from the floor and smirked at me wiping his mouth that was bleeding,
" don't fucking try me Luca and don't fucking touch her like that again" he laughed still wiping his mouth, I wanted so badly to wipe away that smile off his face but the guys where keeping me at bay,
"Aww is little James jealous now? Huh?"
I tried getting out off their grips, Kamaria and the girls where staying at a Conner looking at us with fear in their eyes. Kamaria came slowly to me with fear and regret in her eyes? I don't really know, she touched my face and I looked at her,
" James calm down please, we're living now ok?" I nodded my head not in the mood to look at that ass face again, I grabbed her hand and walked out without looking back but I heard Luca shouting,
" it's not over James, keep your eyes open"
I ignored him still walking out.

We were now on the road, it was silent and you could cut the tension in the car with a knife, I was so angry and not in the mood to talk.
I was just thinking how Luca knew her, who is she to him? Is she the friend she was talking about?, I clenched my fist on the steering wheel, it felt like it's repeating itself again.
I like Kamaria, I definitely can't deny it anymore, I want her to be mine but I'm afraid that my past is going to repeat it self again, I promised my self that I'm not going to have a relationship anymore but here I am now wanting someone, maybe I'll tell her what I feel when I calm down.
I have so many questions that I can't answer and it's killing me.

We arrived home and I parked in the garage and got out,
" James?" Kamaria called me as we got out of the car, I looked her way still angry,
" what?" My voice was still on the edge, I can't control my self right now I need to release my anger.
She took a step back and looked at me with sadness in her eyes,
" was....was he the one that b..."
"Yes" I cut her off and walked inside the house went straight to my room, stripped, went to take a quick cold shower then went to bed wanting to forget all this and the memories that where playing on my Mind.