I walk up to my room window looking outside, I saw him, staring at me with those eyes that never left my mind.
I opened the window" what do you want from me again?" I yelled not bothered that i've woken up my neighbours.
He just stood there just s...
James father stared at the retrieving car of his son, he was definitely not contented in what he so has become, he wanted his son to respect him, he wanted his son to just focus on the company and not women, women were a distraction and no good, that's what James father thought before he left were he stood and entered his car as his driver took him home. He only thought of one thing, end their relationship by going to pay her a visit.
The next morning in Kamaria's house, everyone went their separate ways and did their routine, Kamaria told them that she was now ok and wanted them to go home they were disappointed but Kamaria wanted them to have their own time alone with their girlfriends not to be pressured because of her, they all agreed and told her they'll come and check up on her whenever they can.
She went to her classes that morning and saw all they guys at the campus, they stayed there and had lunch together, one person only wasn't there,they noticed their new routine but they put it at the back of their head, he was going to come around soon.
Kamaria went back home exhausted from the day and was ready to take a nap.
Kamaria's POV
I was out of my wonderful and relaxing bath, it made my muscles relax from the stress that I have. I just wore a big shirt and grey shorts,
I turned on the speakers in my room and placed some candles here and there just to make my room more calm, I used to do this when I was having nothing to do and I'll just sing, that's how I use to mediate, it's strange I know but me and grandma do this after a storm was over and the next day when it's chill in the evening well light candles around the living room,turn on the speakers and stay close to each other and sing all night, when kali came along it became something funny, she doesn't know how to sing so she'll go off key, grab a spatula from the kitchen and starts performing, we'll sing along laughing, those where my best memories till now. I layed in bed and started singing karma by summer, my grandma always told me I had a beautiful voice,that always made me smile, her compliments always made me happy. I kept on singing to my old playlist enjoying the moment. After I while I heard someone ring the door downstairs, I stopped the music, sighed and got up, I walked down stares, the person kept ringing the door bell, I knew it wasn't the guys because they would have knocked or used their keys, James doesn't even knock he would get in or use his keys but I remember taking them along but still, "I'M COMING!!" I shouted as they kept ringing, it was so annoying, I reached the door and looked from the hole and saw two big guys with dark glasses with their face neutral, I frowned but opened the door to get a better look, " ummm... yes can i help you guys?" I asked and they just stared at me, "Ummm hello? If you don't have anything to say get out of my compound I would really appreciate that thank you!" I said annoyed, the still stood there, " ok that's it get the Fuck out of my compound or I'm calling the-" " You're not calling anyone, you just listen to me" said a man coming out of nowhere, they stepped aside and I saw Someone that looked familiar but I haven't seen him anywhere, " You might be wondering who am I and to answer your question,I'm James father" ohhhh, he's the motherfucker that hates me, " riiighhtt!" I said crossing my arms not really wanting to see his face, he looked so much like James, the same eyes, he looked like he's in his 50's, but at the same time he looks pretty much young, " and how can I help you?" I asked he looked at me with disgust and hatred, " stay away from my son, you're a snake whom wants to take his money, people like you do that, stealing money from rich people, he's going to get married to a white girl after he's done with his studies, I don't want to see black people in my family, he broke up with you because he saw how ugly and disgusting you are, he just used you, you black worthless thing, I don't want to repeat my self, stay away from my son, listen to what-" rage was what I felt right now, " NO YOU LISTEN TO ME! You white racist bastard, you don't fucking dare come into my damn house showing your scum shit face and tell me what the Fuck to do, I don't give a Fuck of what you're saying and I don't care, now take your bitches and leave my got damn house before I ficks your face and I don't care how old you are but I mean what I said now get the Fuck out or so help me God!" I said and slammed the door in their faces and went back to my room, I was so livid right now, pacing the floor, why can't I live a fucking normal life?, was what he said about James real?, No I can't believe that he really loves me, I grabbed my phone and dialed James number, it kept ringing but he never picked, I kept calling but he never answered, "Why his he not picking his phone?" I said as my voice cracked a bit, I threw my phone on my bed lazily as a sob escaped my lips, all this was too much to keep inside nothing is helping me, I layed on my bed letting my tears loose, it's like any good thing that comes my way goes away just as quick as it came. I was having an headache, I stood up went downstairs and made myself something to eat, I don't want to look like I depended on him, it will just be a matter of time I'll forget him, but would I?, I don't even understand what it's happening again it's just took much for me I need to focus on my self and school, he doesn't want me anymore fine, I'll do what he's doing now, move on.
I was done cooking, I placed my food on the plate sat in front of the tv, I turned it on and just watched something that would cheer me up. I went in the kitchen and washed the dishes and went to my room, I was tired of crying I just don't want to cry anymore. I layed in my bed waiting for me the sleep to take over to just end this terrible day.
( I kept running and running, this is it again, he's still chasing me, I kept screaming for help but no one was there,the air got stock in my lungs, it was so dark I couldn't see, I was afraid of turning around to see who was behind me, but I did, he was there he was so close, but there was somebody else with him, fear took over me and I feel to the floor as he gripped my ankles, I screamed for my dear life, I was in so much pain, I closed my eyes but then I opened them again, it was him and someone was close to him but I couldn't see who it was, I screamed when I saw his hand raised, he brought it down and....), "Aaaahhhh" I screamed and opened my eyes, I was breathing heavily, I looked around checking if anyone was here, thankfully no one, tears streamed down my face as I remembered what I dreamt, it felt so real, like he was about to finally kill me, I wondered if the second person that was chasing me was as evil as him or he was there to protect me from him, I wish I saw the person, I got up and went to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror, I looked like a mess, my eyes were puffy, my nose was red, even thought I hard dark skin you could see it, I had under eye bags, my lips were not as moisturized as it usually is. I splashed water on my face, I did that for a minute then looked myself in the mirror again and I looked better. I took my phone to see If there's anything but no, no calls,no messages, I took my phone and went downstairs, I made my self a cup of tea, that would put me back to bed, I went to the living room and sat there in the darkness, drinking my tea not allowing myself to focus and think of something because it'll cause my headache to increase, I just didn't want to think of anything. I checked the time and saw that it was after five a.m. I decided to go for a run that would help me.
I went to my room and got changed in a sport outfit.
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