on my freaking door- ch.37

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Do you ever push people away

Your friends, family, husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, whoever it is. We all do it. It's not because we don't care for them, but because sometimes things are too much. you need space and even though you alive and ok well that doesn't mean everything is ok. 

There was a knock at the door. Luke was at work. I didn't want to answer it. One knock turned to two and then to three and before i knew it the knocking was banging on my freaking door. 

A voice mumbled through the wall " Vic it's Travis... come on open up." I opened the door, wearing Lukes shirt  " what Travis" He stood here " you didn't come back to work today.... Iwas worried" I looked at him " i'm still recovering..." He looked at me seeing right through me " that's not what i hear..."

 I looked at him " what are you doing here Travis?" He looked at me " come on Vic it's me" I looked at him " Travis i'm not ready... now i just want to rest" 

He followed me to my bed " well just listen to me..." I looked at him " what" He looked at me " i know this is hard... for you" I looked at him " you don't know..." He shrugged " i don't know i never lost a baby.... but i did loose a husband and both of those people were very important." 

I looked at him " i'm dark Trav... i'm very dark. I can't see the light. Luke he's so good to me but i can't see the light. I can't feel hope. I can't do it." 

He held me " i'm here for you. i'm right here..." 

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