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forgetting

LEE DAHYE

I'm at home today packing my things for moving out.
I can't get Jun out from my thoughts. I didn't expect Jun was like that. He's been kind to me but actually was talking ugly behind me. He should have told honestly to me that he hates me. I despise two-faced person the most. That kind of people should just disappear from this world. It must've been hard for Donghun to deliver what he said about me. For the sake of Donghun and his 'bestie' friendship, I should forget everything. Although Jun already gain a tight spot in my heart, I have to push him out by all means.

Byeongkwan promise to help me taking my things to my new share house. Luckily I was able to find a place through my classmates. By sharing the house, I can save money for the rent.

I am about to get in Byeongkwan's car when I heard a familiar voice calling me.

Dahye! Dahye! Lee Dahye!

Byeongkwan and I surprised to see him shouting while running. Without taking time to catch his breath after the run, he straightly talk to me.

*panting* Dahye, c- can we talk?

What do you want to talk about Jun? I'm in a hurry.

*panting* Please?

Byeongkwan nodded his head as I look at him before heading a little far away with Jun. Jun lead the way while holding my arm.

Let go.

Oh sorry. My bad.

Spit out what you want to say.

Is he your boyfriend?

Who? Byeongkwan?

Whatever his name. Just answer me. Is he?

Don't be rude Jun. If yes so what?

So what? I thought we have something?

What do you mean something?

Don't you like me, Dahye?

W-what are you talking about?

I thought we-

Don't be nonsense Jun. Why would I like you? You think I'm a joke?

What? No.

I know you're just pretending to be nice to me. Now you're saying 'we' have something? I'm not as dumb as you think Jun. Go and use your pretty face to fool someone else not me. Maybe it'll work with other girls.

Why would you say that? I'm sin-

You think I have no idea that guy like you can't live without breaking people's heart? Or precisely girls' heart?

Stop it Dahye!

Oh now you're shouting to me? Thank you so much for showing your true self. Now this is YOU Jun. You can't fool people forever. I'm sick of that 'nice' Jun. Show the 'bad' Jun too so you won't bore people that you are fooling including me.

I don't get it, how can you be so mean? Who are you to judge me?

Hiding behind those bangs won't change anything Jun and, you look sucks. I hate you and I never like you.

N-never?

Never.

Goodbye Dahye.

*smirk*

Jun's tight face change drastically to surprised face after I said never. Actually more like a disappointed face. He then went immediately after saying goodbye.

Is it too much? Am I too mean to him? Whatever. He deserves it. You did well Dahye. Let him reflect himself what a jerk he is.

I head to Byeongkwan's car. He's waiting for me inside while listening to the music which I could tell by hearing the music beat before entering.

After I talked to Jun, weird feelings lingering me. I feel like losing something. I can't control myself. My vision starts to be blurry as the car was moving. Suddenly the tears drop. I wipe my tears but it kept coming out fast like a river flow.

Dahye?! Are you okay?

Byeongkwan panicked voice was heard then I feel the car stop moving.

Dahye? Did you hurt anywhere?

I can't control myself anymore after he asked me the question. I started to sob and my tears keep wetting my cheek even when I wipe them continuously. Byeongkwan is trying hard to calm me. He puts my head on his shoulder and wrap me with his arm.

Shh shh shh. It's okay Dahye. It's not your fault.

As if he knows what happened, Byeongkwan giving me supporting words. I can't help not to blurt out everything to him.

I love him Byeongkwan. I love him more than I realize and it hurts so much. I don't want to love that jerk.

So why would you say those mean things to him?

He's a two-faced person. You know I hate that kind of people the most. I've been dealing with such people throughout my school years and now I can't believe that I end up loving that kind of person too. It hurts so much in here..

Shh shh. It's okay. Don't blame yourself or anything okay? He don't deserve you. You're the best girl anyone could have got.

Byeongkwan calms me while patting my shoulder. He never fail to make me feel better. Soon, we resume our journey to my new place. I feel a lot better telling Byeongkwan everything. He is always my savior.

Park Junhee