"Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you, especially when goodbye isn't what you want." - Selena Parker to Jax Teller
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We were all preparing for lockdown.
I got off my bike when i saw everyone walking into the clubhouse. I walked in too. Everyone was here, literally everyone. Even some guys from the other charters.
I looked at Jax and Tara and sighed.
Suddenly I felt a presence behind me and shook my head "you gonna rub it in?"
Gemma "You're already suffering enough from your own actions"
I looked at her and crossed my arms "my actions?"
Gemma "you could've had it all but you didn't take the crown"
I shook my head "I never wanted the crown. I wanted him, Gemma"
Gemma "You still do?"
I nodded "of course I do"
Gemma "then tell him that"
Me "and what difference would that make? He loves her and has feelings for me. I don't wanna be second best. I was never second best and I'm definitely not gonna start with him. "
Gemma raised an eyebrow "you love him, don't you'?"
I nodded "of course I do"
Gemma "you know why I let you go on these dates and parties when you were younger??"
I shook my head.
Gemma "Because I knew how protective Jax was of you, I never had to fear of you getting hurt because he was there and he would have done anything to protect you"
I shot her a look but she gave me that look.
I sighed "don't give me that look you know as good as I do that if I hadn't made the decision I made then he and I would've continued and he would be probably be screwing that tart over there behind my back"
Gemma "you really think he would cheat on you with her?"
I shrugged "why not, I mean he did cheat on her with me after all, right?"
