Juice "are you and Jax fighting at the moment?"
I shook my head "i am not talking about this"
Juice "Because Jax is pretty much acting like you and him are fighting"
I warned "Juice"
Juice "is it because of the conversation you and him had when I walked in?"
Me "He went off because I started talking about our future"
Juice "but that's good, right? I mean, that you want to have a future together"
I nodded "it is but.."
Juice "then why is he so mad?"
Me "Because he knows what I said was true"
Juice "and what did you say?"
Me "that he and I are most likely to have a shitty future because he's the Prez now who has a target on his head and if he dies I can't get custody of the boys"
Juice shot me a look "Sel, you guys just got married, you should've thought about that before you said yes to him"
I nodded "I know"
He sighed "And what are you guys gonna do about it now? Do you wanna wait till he cooled down a little to talk to him or do you wanna talk to him while he's still pissed?"
Me "honestly, I don't care."
Suddenly the door slammed shut and Jax walked inside and went straight to the backroom.
Juice and I sighed.
Me "Here we go"
Juice "have fun"
Me "Screw you"
Then I walked over to the back room and knocked on the door.
No answer.
Then I just walked inside "Can I talk to you or do you still need time to cool off?"
Jax sighed and drove a hand through his hair "what do you need?"
Me "I don't want you to get mad again"
He sighed "then don't talk about it "
Me "I just want you to listen, nothing more"
He nodded and leaned against the drawer "I'm listening"
Me "I hate talking about the future too, Jax, but we don't have a choice. At some point we're gonna have to make a decision"
He nodded.
Me "Those boys are my boys, okay? But when you die the custody will go back to their birth mamas "
Jax "you could fight for custody"
Me "Jax, I am part of the club and the second you die I'm Prez. What normal judge would give custody of two to a MC Prez even though their mamas are fully capable of raising them?"
He shook his head amused.
I asked confused "what's so funny?"
Jax "you"
I froze, confused.
Jax "if you don't want to go through that then why hell did you go into a relationship with me?"
I looked down.
Jax "I mean, it's not like you didn't know you I had kids or that we'd have to have this conversation at some point"
I glared at him "Do not act like you didn't know that either, Jax, you knew exactly who I was when you told me you loved me. "
He clenched his jaw.
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Charming's Princess(J.T)
Fanfiction"Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you, especially when goodbye isn't what you want." - Selena Parker to Jax Teller I don't own SOA nor the pics i post. i only own my OCs,