𝐈𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 ✔

28 ~ Confused

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Ari's p.o.v.

I wake up, having the same nightmare again

It wasn't as scary as the first time, but it's enough to make my heart sting

I don't need to look around to realize that Yoongi isn't here.

Wait

Yoongi isn't here

I begin freaking out, feeling unsafe again.

Suddenly the door opens up and Yoongi walks in.

"Yoongi!" I run over to him and quickly hug him. "D-don't leave me like that!"

He wraps his arms around me and says in calm, soft voice; "Don't worry, I just went to get some food." He pulled away and smiled at me.

"Oh... I-I had the same nightmare in a row... And I got scared.." I mumbled, looking down at my feet.

"Awwh, maybe you won't have the nightmare again if you sleep with me." He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist instinctively, he walks over to the bed and lays down with me.

I don't complain, I don't protest, I don't do anything

Instead I obey, and snuggle into his chest, wrapping my arms around it.

"Yoongi.." I mumble softly and he hums. "Thanks"

"For?" He raised his eyebrow, confused.

"For.. Being there for me..." I say shyly and look away from his stare, feeling flustered. At the corner of my eyes I see him smiling shyly as he looks at me.

"Don't mention it." He caresses my back while he runs his hand through my hair with his other hand.

Somehow he manages to make me relax so much by such simple movements

Maybe I was wrong about him

Maybe Jimin was right after all

I'm glad I gave him a chance

I'm glad I had that nightmare, even if it was painful

I got to see the caring, and sweet side of Yoongi

And boy let me tell you that it was worth it!

Yoongi seemed calm and relaxed as well, but he always is

All I ever saw in him was his grumpiness, coldness and selfishness.

But that has definitely changed after yesterday and today morning...

We're much more closer.

Just like I wanted

But..

Why do I feel so safe in his arms?

Why does seeing him being flustered and shy, make my heart melt?

Am I falling for him?

No.

No way.

I'm not falling for a mafia.

Not in a thousand years.

I would have to be crazy to do that.

Do I though?

I groan frustrated, feeling my muscles tensing and my head hurting, Yoongi looks at me confused. "What is it?"

I shake my head, and try to relax. He noticed how tense I am and massages my shoulder, soothing my muscles. "Relax." He says and messages my arms as well.

This guy is really something

He can be cold, but also a sweetheart

You just gotta mean something to him-

...

What even am I to him?

........

Wow, I never thought about that...

Should I ask? Or is that too much?

No, that's too much...

I should wait with asking that question