One-shot Compilations

Unexpected

He kissed me on my lips. It was vigorous, but with a subtle hint of softness. Para bang nananantiya pa siya sa mga kilos niya. From kissing me aggressively, slowing down and then kissing me again. I was just thinking about saying something, pero hindi ko na maalala kung ano ang sasabihin ko. I just can't think straight. I've always been a logical individual. Para sa akin, ang tama ay tama at ang mali ay mali pero ngayon--- ewan. His scent is addicting me. He smells nice. It's a blend of his perfume, mint and a subtle smell of cigarette and beer. Everything about him is just attracting me, from his voice, to his expressions---everything. I've never met someone that attracted me the first time I saw them. I can't even think clearly. My judgment has already been clouded. His kisses have weakened my knees.

This is wrong, but it feels so right. His lips move expertly towards mine. He was sucking my lower lip. His hands were all over my body. I can't help, but gasp when I felt his tongue seeking entrance to my mouth. He became bolder afterwards. I don't remember how we reach to my bed, but we did. I was also busy touching his body, from his chest to his stomach and then to his... I didn't even realize that we both don't have our shirt anymore.

It was an awakening for me when he finally reach out to take out my bra. I stopped him with what was left of my sanity. He saw my resistance.

"What?" tanong niya in his sexy bedroom voice.

"We should stop," I said at itinulak siya paalis sa ibabaw ko. Umupo ako sa kama. He looked at me with so much confusion habang inaayos ko ang sarili ko. Kumuha ako ng isang damit at agad na isinuot iyon.

"Why?" he asked. "We're both single, Anne."

I chuckled while shaking my head. Gusto ko ng i-untog ang ulo. I should not have let this go this far.

"I'm sorry." I started, "but not right now."

"What?"

"I'm...I... " I want to do it with you, but I will not. Gusto kong sabihin sa kaniya pero hindi ko ginawa.

He stared at me with such annoyance. I raised my eyebrows at him and looked down at his bulging trousers. I chuckled.

"You know that this will be painful," sabi niya. I looked at the bulge in his pants. Ngumuso ako sa sinabi niya. "Pasalamat ka---"

He came up to me and kissed me in my forehead. I gave him a small smile, but deep down inside naguiguilty ako.

He rolled his eyes. I just smiled one more time. He went to my bathroom to do what he needed to do. I felt terrible about this. I know he's already anticipating it, and I implied that I did want this, but I can't. It's not because I don't want to. I also want him so bad. I'm just a little bit hesitant lalo na ng maalala ko na I just randomly chose my underwear earlier. This was not part of my plan. My plan was to spend time with my friends and get wasted. Hindi ko naman na-anticipate na nandoon rin pala siya. I will not fucking go all the way with him if I'm not sure what underwear I'm wearing right now. Heck! Baka nga may butas pa itong underwear na suot ko. Kaya ayoko. Magalit na siya kung magalit. We will do it when I'm sure I am wearing my best underwear. Alam kong hindi naman niya ako matitiis eh.