Something Different -M&M Fan Fiction

Part 37

"Different" -Part 37

The waiter let our coffees on the table.

Madison: Can I ask you something?

Me: Yeah of course.

Madison: I'd heard about your breakup with Martinus and I got really sad.

Since we broke up I'd never heard his name.
When Leo wanted to know who is he, I didn't tell him because I can't hear this sound.

This name.

But now, everything happened so fast that I wasn't even able to prevent her from saying it.

Every time I hear or remember that name, a really weird feeling appears in my stomach.

It reveals the empty part of me.

My heart is broken.

It's still broken.

Leo helped me to collect the pieces and put them back together.

But that name can break it again every time it wants.

And I hate that.

Me: Excuse me?

She didn't reply.

Me: How.. how did you remember this?

Madison: I wanted to tell you that.

Me: Okay you told me. What do you wanna ask now?

Madison: Do you miss him?

The same feeling made me stop breathing.

Me: Miss who? The person who broke my heart? The person who made me stay awake at nights? The reason I've been crying for MONTHS because he broke me?

Her eyes got wet.

Madison: You didn't get over it.

Me: Madison. I got over him. He's NOTHING for me right now. But I can't just get over all this pain.

Madison: If you wanna get over it, you got to accept it.

I was very upset.

Me: I've already accepted it. When you were avoiding and you didn't give a fuck about me, I learned how to LIVE WITH IT.

She nodded.

Me: This is past for me right now. It doesn't affect me anymore.

Madison: You're right.

Me: Now it's my turn. Why did you ask me about M-

I was ready to tell his name but I stopped.

Me: -about him.

Madison: I... I just-

She was nervous.

Madison: I just wanted to apologize for not being there for you when you needed me.

I nodded.

Me: It's fine. I learned how to stay strong without counting on each other.

She nodded.

Madison: I hope you'll forgive me.

Me: I've already done this. I'm not mad at you. Maybe I used to be but now it's okay.

She smiled.

Madison: It's okay to want him back.

Me: Stop right now, Madison. I got over him.

She just nodded.
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//Annie💛
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