Something Different -M&M Fan Fiction

Part 43

"Different" -Part 43

I woke up, crying.

What the fuck was that?

A dream?

I stood up and I saw Leo lying next to me.

It was 7:00AM.

I went inside the bathroom fast and I cried more and more.

This is so sad.

Fucking memories.

We had made so many plans with Martinus. We were going to live in Oxford together.

But everything changed.

Now I live in Oxford but not with him.

I wiped my tears and I stood up.

I don't wanna remember this.

I don't wanna remember him.

I took a deep breath and I got out of the bathroom.

I grabbed my phone and I texted with Madison. "Hey Madi whats up. Wanna go out some day?" I sent this to her. I don't know why. But I wanna talk to her.

Leo: Y/N?

He had just opened his eyes.

Me: Morning, Leo.

I kissed his cheek.

Leo: Is everything alright? Why are your eyes red?

Fuck.

Me: Um... I just need more sleep.

Leo: Let your phone down and come and cuddle with your boyfriend.

I smiled and I hugged him.

He started kissing my lips.

Leo: I'm in love with you.

He started taking off my T-shirt.

Me: Um-

Leo: What's wrong again?

Me: I'm tired.

Leo: Did I do anything wrong?

Me: Um yes you did?! But it's not about that. I just need some space.

Leo: What does that mean?

I kissed his lips.

Me: I love you. I want us to be together.

Leo: Me too.

Me: Can you just give me some time please?

He nodded.

Leo: Time?

Me: Yeah I didn't say anything bad.

Leo: So it's my fault?

Me: No. Something came up and... I'm confused. Give me some time to think. Everything will be alright.

Leo: I don't want us to break up.

Me: Neither do I babe. Don't get me wrong.

He kissed my lips again.

Leo: Would you like to tell me what happened?

Me: I'm sorry... It has nothing to do with you anyway.

Leo: I'm... I'm confused.

He sighed.

Leo: But take your time. I'll wait.

I smiled.

Me: You're the best. I love you.

I kissed his lips and I hugged him more tightly.

I closed my eyes.

Some minutes before I stand up.

I'm trying to make everyone happy.

I want everyone to be happy.

But the thing I need to realize is that... I should look at myself and wonder... am I really happy? Did I move on? Did I get over him?
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//Annie💛
#mmimagines