THE NEW GIRL

72. FRUSTRATION.

Newsflash people! I'm writing a new book, 'The Girl In The Beanie'!!!!!

But it's not going to be published this year.......sorry😁......next year, hopefully. I'll try my best. I just have to be fast with THE NEW GIRL for TGITB (Yeah, new nickname for the book) to start.

And as for those people that are asking me if we're getting to the ending of this book (TNG),

BROTHER!, SISTER!, OR WHA EVER, WE ARE NOT EVEN CLOSE....SOOOO💁.....

Just sit and enjoy the ride baby boo. But we are getting close to one of the first major plot twists of the book, sha.

Anyways, let's get back to were we are.

ANDRE'S POV:

I was so shocked. "No, no, this isn't true, you're lying." Sweat started forming on my forehead. What did she just say?

"Dré, I'm not lying." She cupped my face with her little hands. "I might have said that when I was drunk and you didn't believe me but Dré I wasn't lying. Look at me, do I look drunk?......no.......I don't. I'm fine. I'm normal. And Dré I know you do too." And with that, I angrily removed her hands and stood up as I frustratedly raked my hair with my fingers.

Dammit! This girl is crazy! I can't like any girl! So far the only strong attraction I've really had for a girl is that little one during my Dad's friend's wedding and that is all.

"No! Don't utter that again. I am André Lombardi, girls are toys to me. I play and dump the same second. I don't stick to one girl."

"Yes you do. André Lombardi does stick. A good example is me." She said so proudly.

He chuckled nastily. "Don't think you're special Gabriella, I hope you know there's Scarlet." I reminded her, not only her but myself.

"Scarlet was just a fling. You said so yourself when we were talking in your room after the....you know....on the bed." She said hoping I got what she meant but I just rolled his eyes.

Come to think of it, she was actually right, Scarlet was technically a fling.

"You thought you liked her but actually it was if there was any problem you were facing, you would go and confide in her."

During when problems with my parents became so bad, I confided in Scarlet. Her arms became my home, a place I could call a cave where I knew I was safe.

"You mistook that for feelings."

"What about Chloe? Huh?! We were fuck buddies for years. Don't forget that and let it sink into your brain that you aren't so special as you think you are." I spat at her. I knew my words affected her.

Good.

She deserves it.

"Answer me." I demanded. I wanted to know what she would say.

"Lust. Complete lust Dré."

"Oh you're doing as though what you're feeling isn't lust for me. You don't like me, you're just using that as a cover for what you truly feel for me which is lust because you found out no one, even Daniel fucking Snow can never make you wet the way I make you." I smirked at her loss for words. "C'mon baby, Speak!"

"That's not true." She spoke in a weak tone but then cleared her throat and spoke again, this time more confident. "That's not true. As I was saying, what you.........had was completely lust. But there is something other than lust. There is something pulling you both together. And I know you don't like it."