Min-his POV
Hearing Jimin's word out what happened made my body feel so numb yet stone cold.
I didn't know what to feel at this point. I just felt suffocated to the point it felt like the air that the earth supplied wasn't enough.
Flashes of what happened kept crawling in, while Jimin spoke at a faster rate out of nervousness.
He just stood there. I said I wouldn't hate him but my heart hurts so much right. I hate myself for being like this.
I tried focusing my attention on him but my head was just so wrecked with everything that I couldn't look at him straight anymore.
I grabbed the arm of the sofa, trying to use it as support to get up yet it felt like I was using so much effort. Was I always this weak?
"But me being your cousin began to irritate me. The title weighed me down every time I looked at you and reminded myself of how much I loved you as a woman a not as a family member" Those words felt so heavy on me. After telling me he just stood there while my parents took their last breaths and I drowned in my pool of tears and parents blood. He likes me... I don't want him to like me...
How could he say such a thing after what happened. Am I the bad guy right now for feeling like this?
An exhausted chuckle escaped my lips "I told you it was good time to tell me the truth. Not crack jokes"
I took a deep breath barely managing to bring my weight up ready to walk way. My line of vision became blurry but I guess I was just tired... Maybe tired for way too long.
"But I'm not-" I walked away, not wanting to hear anymore. My whole body received chills up and down my spine, I felt sick. Covering his words with mine yet it felt like I was using whatever energy I had left in my body and soul. "I need some time alone, Jim-" I tried finishing but before i could do so, small black dots covered my line of vision.
Everything became so blurry, my lips became so heavy, actually everything did.
Knees so weak that I felt like I was now on the ground. Was I? I couldn't feel anything, hear anything. I see lips moving but barely.
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"Min-hi!" I could hear moms cheerful smile ringing in my ears along with dads chuckles.
"Oumma? Appa?" my heart beat fast at the sound of their voices. I couldn't believe it. The sun was beaming like never before while cherry blossoms covered the road near a highschool. My old school.
The weather and the feeling felt so warm. It almost felt like a dream. Weren't we in winter?
"Yaah get off my back!" I heard a familiar voice behind me. I glanced over my shoulder just to see.. Me? I could see my younger self.
Oppa was jumping on my back, weighing me down just to annoy me like he used too...
"Show me the strength of a man that's hidden within you!" his playful laughter echoed, while I just continued trying to knock him out while walking slowly towards my parents.
I really was in a dream.. Or was I in heaven.. Whatever it was it felt so warm and sweet like cotton candy. It was a place I didn't want to leave.
"Let's go home" oumma opened her arms ready for me to hug her. I missed her so much. But when I hugged her my arms couldnt touch her. But my old self could. I felt pained yet so jealous of me. My lips lightly trembled watching them walk way from me.
"oumma! Appa!" please turn to look at me, please...
The more I yelled out their names, the further they became, the more it echoed and this world began to fade way.
Everything began to darken. No... I don't want to lose them again. NO!
I suddenly got sucked into darkness.
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