he won't comeback

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Three days were gone already but there were no any signs of Jungkook. Jin used to sit outside the balcony dangling his feets the whole day waiting for him to comeback.

Jungkook still had 4 days with him and  Jin wasnt just ready to giveup on him so fast. He looks up at the sky, soon it was going to be dark once again, once again Jungkook didnt show up.

"Tomorrow he will definately make it",Jin talked alone caressing his big belly to convince himself.

"Give up. He wont comeback"

Jin turned to see his father giving him sorry looks.

"Dont come in conclusion so easily. He still have 4 days with him, also there might be some reasons that made him stuck there for long",Jin tried to get up on his own but now it was too difficult for him to get up by himself because of his big belly. There was only 2 months left for his delivery, and he was starting to face difficulties because of that, his stomach was bigger than normal pregnant women and men because of twins inside and now he even dont have Jungkook near to calm him down

"Why are you becoming so pathetic convincing yourself that he will comeback? Remember how this started, it all started with money and betrayals. Once an asshole always an asshole, he wont change. Even now he is choosing his company over you.", he tried to help Jin to stand up on his feet, Jin shaked him off as soon as he stood straight

"I told you, he changed. He changed a lot. If he had to then he would have never come here and ask you for a chance. He also went through so much for me, he genuinely cared about me and you know that well"

"Fine lets say he changed.So? So what Jin? He changed and cared about you, and now he became nice,so what? Nothing changed cause It was all for the babies. Ok lets assume not for the babies but for you he changed. Why? Why did he change? Do you know? Well its all Because of some unwanted sympathy he is feeling? Yes sympathy. Its all sympathy nothing else. Dont confuse yourself and stop waiting for him. Dont have high hopes, you know it well it hurts if you have hopes on someone. You know it better than anyone, just remember what ken did to you. Dont again be the same please, you wont no longer bear the pain. "

"Why do you always talk bad about him? Not every powerful ones are same, why should you compare Ken with him.. I know thing started like that but now...-"

"Did he say he likes you?",Mr. Kim arched his eyebrows at Jin making him shocked suddenly

"What?",Jin couldnt even complete his words

"Did he ever confessed why he was doing all this things for you? No right? Did he even said sorry properly? Ofcourse No. See  I said you please dont have high hopes Jin, its all sympathy you are recieving not because he likes you or something. Getting someone's love and getting his sympathy is two different things and right now all you are getting is sympathy. Dont confuse yourself ",He patted Jin's shoulder making Jin silent with no words

"Stop waiting for him son", he said at last and went away leaving Jin there completely broken

It was true, Jungkook never said something like that. He never confessed why he was doing such things for Jin.  It might be only sympathy he was getting, or he was just an excuse. He unkowingly started to let out tears from his eyes. One drop, two drop and soon there were tears after tears.

"He promised me.. that he'll comeback. ",Jin sobbed louder now

Next day,
Jin came out from his room and went outside. Staring at his gate for some minutes. Still waiting, still waiting for Jungkook even after his father's harsh words. He then saw his father going for work, he decided to talk to him about last night

"Appa.."

"Yes?"

"About yesterday. You might be right. You might be right about the fact that I was just getting his sympathy because he felt wrong for what he did to me but..But please dont tell me to lose my hopes yet. There might be some reasons, he promised me he'll comeback and I believe he will. After that I'll ask him myself, aks him myself what I mean to him except for his babies father till then please dont tell me to stop. I know you dont like him, and I dont force you to like him at all but for me please stop making me in this kind of situation, stop creating doubts please"

Jin walked away leaving Mr.Kim there dumbfounded. Ofcourse he doesnt want to be hard on him but he cant bear to see Jin hurting himself, he doesnt want to see his son breaking down again and again. Jin trusts someone very easily also they break his trust just like that and it hurts to see him like that.

"Ignore your appa. You know how old fashioned he is right?. Just do whatever your heart says, atleast you wont have any regrets",Jin's mom said to Jin who was sitting on one of the chair and looking at her while she cooks

"Exactly. He is too old fashioned. Seriously",Jin pouted and they both brust out into laughter

Meanwhile they heard someone opening the gate, Jin's father just went outside and noone comes at his house at this hour.

"Could it be..?",Jin smiled wide as he thought it might be someone he is waiting for

"Jungkook?",Jin's mom looked at Jin in total confusion.

Jin suddenly stood up to check and got cramps making him to press his stomach and whimper a little.

"Aigoo.. dont over do. Come here I'll take you",Jin's mom holded his both arms and slowly took him outside.

Jin's smile faded away when he saw a man in a black suit wearing sunglasses. Jin quickly knew it was man from Jungkook's company since Ken got the same dress when he used to work for Jungkook.

"Who.. are you? Do you need anything?",Jin's mom asked while keeping Jin on his feet as Jin was still bending a little grabbing his belly

"Auh.. hello I'm Kwan soo general manager of Jeon Enterprises. My boss sended me here to...uh...",he paused removing his sunglasses and placing his hand on his waist

"What? He sended you to what?",Jin furrowed his eyebrows at him

"He told me to deliver a messege to you. Actually..um.. he told me to inform you that he wont be coming back, he said not to wait for him anymore incase you are waiting. Also this", the man showed him the suitcase that was on the ground,"this is some amount he asked me to give it to you. He said for the babies...-"

"For the babies what?",Jin was teary already not able to control himself from the shock he just got. He was about to fall on the ground. Luckily his mother was holding him or else he would have been on the ground by now

"I SAID WHAT ?",Jin screamed and broke down into tears

"Jinnie baby please",his mom was having panick attacks too seeing Jin like that

"I'm sorry",that man looked down in guilts

"He promised me.. he told me he will come back",Jin cried louder now completely on the floor not able to support himself anylonger

"Omg...",his mother holded him still

"Baby please get a grip on yourself. Babies might get hurt"

"Appa was right...appa was right. ... he wont comeback.. he lied..he lied..",Jin said between sobs hugging his mom.

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