ᴜɴsᴛᴏᴘᴘᴀʙʟᴇ [•JENO•]

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We all were sitting on the dining table, boys were chatting with each other, laughing and joking. Everybody was happy, but Jeno and I were just sitting there 

... smiling, well I was smiling Jeno was just looking at them. His face cold, I tried to calm my nerves because I was getting fidgety again. It's something I can't control, but I still didn't want to let the boys know.

"Calm down" I heard Jeno say next to me, I rolled my eyes "it's not easy you know" I hissed at him, even if I didn't really want.

The boys didn't notice us, so Jeno stood up leaving up the stairs. The boys looked at me but I did the same, I put my dishes away, running after Jeno.

I didn't want to snap at him, so I wanted to apologize

He was about to close the door of his room, but I entered before he could. He looked at me with a raised brow

"Sorry"

"For"

"I snapped at you," I said looking down at my feet.

I heard him chuckle before he closed the door to his room, jumping on his bed.

I looked at him, expecting him to say something

"I'm not mad, I just knew you would come after me. And to be honest, I just wanted to be alone with you" I felt my cheeks get red, a smile crept up my face

Jeno smiled too, reaching out to me and pulling me on his lap.

"I missed you" he buried his face into my neck, throwing his arms around me.

I sat there, my heart beating fast and face burning. But I slowly run my hands through his hair, I couldn't lie to myself. I missed him too, more then I wished.

"Jeno, let go of me. You're bruised everywhere, I don't want to hurt you" he just groaned, throwing me on the bed, and hovering over me, making me giggle "You're so clingy," I said, he didn't respond instead he just looked at me, a smile on his face, a real one. Because his eyes were smiling too

"How are you," He asked me, his voice coming out as a soft whisper. "Fine, I just feel like a preggy woman, which can't control her feelings" Jeno chuckled, pecking my nose "It's going to be like this for a while" I nodded, hoping that it will be over soon. 

"Do you know what was the worst thing, of being there?" He asked, sitting next to me, I put my head on his lap, waiting for him to continue 

"That you were in the room next to me, probably hurting more then I did and I couldn't help you, or hug you, or tell you everything is going to be okay. I thought you were losing yourself, so when I heard you knocking on the wall, and sobbing I knew you were doing okay, that you're fighting against all that. I wanted to get us out of there, but I was always followed by guards even in the therapy seasons because I wasn't controlling my temper" 

I didn't respond, I just looked up at him, he was a good person, and I couldn't help but like him even more 

"What are we going to do, I mean they are still after us," I asked, fear rushing through my nerves 

"Well, we will stay here, there is no chance of them getting near the house, the guards are going to stop them, we will help the boys over computers when they're on a mission. We can't be seen, or attract attention, and then we will kill them when they don't expect it" 

"Jeno, I have to tell you something" I sat up, looking at him "What is it" 

"Those people, they are Jaehyun's parents, I don't know if you remember but when your parents died the man that kidnapped you, was my father, he sold you to my uncle and they did the same with me, but I was sold to other people, I don't think Jaehyun knows anything about it" I waited for his reaction but nothing came 

"Jeno" I called from him, I just wanted him to say something 

"Y-you were that little girl, that gave me food" I nodded, tears forming in my eyes "You were the one that I promised, promised that I will never forget her" I nodded again, and I saw something I didn't expect to see, a tear run down his face, he wasn't looking at me, but it broke my heart

"Jeno, I'm so sorry, if I knew what they wanted to do back then I would've called Jaehyun to help us" I rambled, I couldn't stand to see him cry, not back then and not now "You were just a kid, you were barely tall to open the door, and you did help me. The thought of you, of your innocent eyes, made me stronger, I knew that there was still the good side of the world, that was the reason I wanted you to promise me, that you will never change. You were so cute back then, I remember it like it was yesterday" 

He turned to me, he was crying, I wiped his tears away with the hem of my shirt, he closed his eyes at my touch. And I couldn't help it, but to place my lips on his.

It was a short kiss, because I pulled away, overwhelmed with the whole situation, but Jeno had other plans.

He opened his eyes, cupping my face with his left hand, while his right hand snaked around my neck pulling my head closer to him, he kissed me again, he was very dominant and I can't say that I dislike it, it was a part of him that was attractive as hell.

He was kissing me with anger, lust but at the same time with love, I just followed his lead, throwing my arms around his torso, pulling on the fabric of his white shirt. Hoping that the moment will last long.

A/N

Guysssssssssssss I'm thinking of finishing the story in the next three chapters so I could start to update on my 'FAKE' book,(which I took down)  it's a Jaehyun fanfic cuz that dude is my ultimate bias since day one, but JENO and JOHNNY won't let me live, and then there are HYUCK and NANA like srsly how do they expect me to live AND THEN THERE IS WAVY LUCASSS TENNNN KUNNNN HENDERYYYY XIOJUNNN WIWNWIN (UWU) YANNNGGGYANNNG MY GERMAN FRIEND......LIKE SM SHOULD LET US LIVE

AND SUPERM IS LIKE THE DEATH OF THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDD SMMMM JUST FCKING KILL ME