Gareth's POV
Can't deny the fact that for some reason my sweater still smells like her and I'm not complaining.I kept the hoodie she wore, next to me last night, imagining how purely blissful her presence would be. How amazing it would feel to hug her and sleep, every night. I like to take care of her. Just the thought of making her spoilt turns me on. I don't know how's that even possible?
It was a weekend, so I wouldn't be able to meet her. I was in my office, doing some work but my mind constantly revolved around the fact that I won't see her face today and it made me upset.
Everything becomes so easy when she's in my reach, when I know I'd be able to hold her soon. I don't understand how she does that. How her presence feels the most peaceful place to be in. Touching her soft skin is so satisfying.
Every time I think about her, I question myself. Am I doing a correct thing? Am I holding her back? Am I the right guy for her? Am I 'the one' for her?
These questions appear like a pair of tangled headphones, which I'm never able to untangle. This concern dominates my choice of staying close to her and I can't really figure out what I should do. Her little smile makes my heart drop and only I know how hard I try not to pull her and kiss so badly.
But why are you afraid to do that?
It's simple logic. I don't want to scare her away. Yes, I agree that we're in a relationship, but every action I perform effects her to the core. It's not because she's new to this relationship but she's in an age where her mind will not ignore even the most minor things.
I know very well that I matter to her a lot and honestly I love that, but if I do something wrong, I wouldn't even be able to figure it out as I might snub, but she won't and I don't want that to happen. I don't want to lose her simply because I can't control myself around her? No! Definitely not.
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My work was done and it wasn't very late. I looked at my watch and it was almost two o'clock in the afternoon. I smiled thinking I could rest and talk to Briar, when my attention was grabbed by a book, more accurately a book borrowed from the library, meaning I had to return it.
So, I picked it up and went to the library. The sky was clear and bright light shined across the school buildings. Taking a deep breath, inhaling the fresh air, a smile came on my face.
No matter how much I miss my office days, this fresh air and soothing feeling can't be compared to it. I wouldn't have experienced any of this in the city where people are just too busy minding their own business.
Well, I reached the library soon and as I entered, a few people, probably teachers made a little noise. It wasn't the noise of simple chit-chats and gossips, but something different.
"What's the hustle about ma'am?" I asked grabbing the librarian's attention.
She looked at me with a stunned expression. Then she bowed a little, greeting me.
"Good afternoon, sir" she said.
I smiled greeting her in the same way. "Good afternoon ma'am"
"Uh, what happened? Something wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing to worry about, sir. We were cleaning the book shelves a little" she said and I nodded.
I went towards her and returned the book. As she held the book her expressions changed.
"What happened ma'am?" I asked, seeing a little frown on her face.
"I'm unable to find a book. Maybe a student took it without getting it issued. These students are just very careless!" she said looking at the computer screen.
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