He's The Subject I Can't Have [ON-GOING]

Chapter Eighteen (Poem: Day 9 of 41)

I log in to my Instagram account while purposely checking Yook Sungjae's posts. I became his fan way back 2015 when my friend, Jia, introduced me to his movie series.

While browsing and scrolling on my feed, a chat head suddenly pops out so I opened it immediately, thinking it's very important.

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Red: Pipol, remind
ko kayo sa ticket for
Supremo Redux this
sunday.

Shawn: magkano nga
ulit yon Red?

Justin: pass lang pera

Justin: charot

Red: @Shawn 150 sis

I exited it immediately. Akala ko pa naman kung ano o 'di kaya ay may panibagong chika si Kisses ngayong gabi. Malay lang namin diba, baka may nasabi iyong sina Alexis sa mga kaklase nila and shits.

Instead of scrolling down for the nth time, I chose to open our group chat at inimbitahan silang mag window shopping bukas.

Long weekend naman at tsaka, may pera na ako 'no. I had my savings these past few days since wala nang masyadong bayarin sa school. Iyong 150 nalang para sa isang theater play this Sunday.

Anyway, si Papa na 'nun. I already told him about that so no worries. It only means na wala na akong responsibilidad sa payment 'nun. Akala ko nga hindi niya ako bibigyan o papupuntahin, good thing my mother talked to him herself last night.

Narinig ko lang. And let's not go with the details na lang. I hate talking about them and money in one. Nakakasura lang.

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Sabrina: hello

Sabrina: whos up
with shopping
tom?

Sabrina: may money
na meeee

Lorraine: Sana
all shopping

Kisses: @Sabrina
Raine tanga hindi
ka bibili

Lorraine: aytt

Lorraine: saturday
ako makakauwi.

Lorraine: gusto kong
tumungin sa show
nila John Rey Rivaaas😿

Lorraine: or maybe
monday. Depnds kay
tita

Lorraine: skl

Kisses: baka naman
binalikan mo na yung
ex crush mo diyam

Lorraine: gagi, ano ako,
hilo?

Sabrina: Bakit,
hindi ba?

Kisses: oh damn.

Sabrina: one
winner,forty-two
losers. Enggggkkk

Lorraine: Mga gago

Kisses: Ayy spealing
of gago

Kisses: speaking*