𝐇𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐞 [𝐇.𝐒]

𝟏𝟓

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No one knows what goes on up inside my head

There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

Antidote  -faith marie
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"They didn't even tell you first?" I frowned confused

"You know how they are. I guess I must have done something they didn't like, one day I showed up and I was fired. I didn't even pass the gates." June laughed it off like it was no big desal to just not have a job anymore.

My mother had a hatred towards June and she had no right to. I was sure that she just fired June out of spit, she had no reason to be a fuckin bitch towards the person who actually raised me. But June didn't seem to mind she got fired, I guess she finally didn't need to hassle over them anymore.

"Stop with the face Charlie" She smiled as I frowned even more knowing I'd have to pass the day without her
"I still got paid for the month and Mark still is working"

"For how long until the assholes decide to boot him out as well" I mumbled before she slapped my thigh making me jump

"Language"

Shit...I forgot she hated curse words

"So Evelyn has been texting me yesterday about something, and I know how your grandmother is but I have to ask" Her face tried to keep neutral about what she was going to ask me.

That old bitch andI knew my brothers were snitches to June for everything and I was pretty sure they had something to gossip about to her since she's asking. I could see the hope in June's eyes thinking I had found someone to date or try to date.

She was a romantic, married to Mark since they were 20 years old, she had a fairy tale of a love story. I always admire how happy they were together, it made my fantasies in my head that they were my parents more real and the way they treated me like their daughter I couldn't help but to fixate on that idea even more.

I always wondered if one day I'd get that. Not the relationship per say but the love they shared. It was real and pure, nothing would come between them. I envied that too, having someone to love and them not hurting you.

But love hurts. Even innocent love breaks you.

It just brings you pain.

"Oh God" I mumbled

"If heard that you've been seeing someone for a while" Her smile was winded just a tad before trying to seem nonchalant. "Is that true?"

"Don't listen to my brother June, I've just made a friend" I brushed it off as nothing even though my thoughts about Harry never stopped.

It was impossible not to think about him every minute or second of the day.
Which worsened the thoughts about how I felt about him and I really didn't want to investigate them.

"Friends...are they nice?" She pushed a bit more as I smiled.

"His name is Harry and yes, he is very nice" I couldn't help but to laugh at her smile just crack on her lips stretching so wide it probably hurt.
"I assume my grandmother spoke badly about him"

She always did, and how she acted at breakfast I'm surprised she didn't ban him from the entire world. Grandma wasn't very keen on my fuck buddies or sexual partners, she said I had a problem with sex. I did but not the one she assumed.

"She wasn't very happy about you taking him there anyways" I know it was a bad idea but I wanted to be close to him.
"Tell me more baby"

"There's not much to say-" I was interrupted with a quiet laugh as I turned around to see my brothers at the entrance of the living room with a sadistic smile