|CHAPTER ZERO|
~Why are we still so insecure?
Don't know what we're running from
And I'm breaking, but before we
crash and burn
Hope we see the light
I hope we see the light~
~LILY~
I scrubbed for the fifth time this morning, using my sponge to scrub every inch and corner of my dirty body before I broke into tears.
I cried not because I was raped, I cried not because I had a dirt on my body, I cried not because I lost any of my family, well I cried because I smell.
Yes I smell. I smell a lot that I get irritated by my own scent. I smell a lot that even the best perfume in this world can't get rid of all the smell emitting from my stinking body.
Or so I was told...
Growing up at the age of nine I already knew what it felt to be insecure. People bullied me because of my overweight body.
I mean I weighed over seventy pounds then. The doctor even diagnosed me with obesity.
People hated me growing up because of my weight and the most annoying part is that I smelled a lot. I thought it was because of my weight because some fat people, not all, have the tendency to smell, especially when they sweat.
I thought if I loosed weight I would stop smelling and people would like me more but I was wrong. When I loosed weight, I didn't stop smelling, nobody liked me. I was neglected and down. I struggled through primary school but believe me when I tell you that my secondary school is the worst.
~unknown POV~
She was made to believe all those lies. Little did she know that it killed her. If only she was confident enough.
That's why I say zero confident kills...
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