It was the summer of '16 and Ameerah was in it for the long run. Her mother was done believing anything that came out her mouth, she knew it was a lie. Everyone knows not to believe a drug addict. Despite going through something when she was younger...
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It was currently 3am and I couldn't sleep. I've been up since I told the guys I was going to sleep early. Ever since the accident shit been different for me. I had to find a way to numb this pain.
I got up and went to the bathroom to find the pills the hospital prescribed me. They couldn't find anything less addictive so I was stuck with what they gave me. I never used them though because I kept telling everyone I wasn't in pain.
As for my other medication by this time next week I shouldn't have to take it anymore. Of course I didn't just leave it sitting in the bathroom. I kept it in my room under the bed.
But I opened the bottle of opioids and took three then a Zolpidem (a sleeping pill). I shouldn't have any problem with going to sleep now and my thoughts should subside in no time. I was about to go lay down when I ran into Ryan.
"Whatchu doing up?" He asked.
"I couldn't sleep... you bout to leave to go train?" I asked.
"Yeah you already know." He said.
"You wanna join me?" He asked.
"I would but i'm sleepy as hell and I just got up to pee." I said.
Truth be told I would pass out and be in a lot of trouble.
"It's all good. We can do it some other time fasho." He said.
"Alright I'll see you later and enjoy your workout." I said.
The next week
I woke up and went to use the bathroom. While I was in there I opened the cabinet to get some more of the pain meds. When I opened the bottle I seen I was almost out.
Damn... I just started using this shit last week.
I have been using more than i'm supposed to so that was part of the problem. I've been feeling ok but not good enough to where everything is numb. I need something stronger... I need a dealer. I plan on making a trip when these niggas leave. Speaking of today was the day they leave for the fight. The weigh in was tomorrow and they always go a day before.
I have been feeling bad for missing Ryan's fights but i'm sure he understands why I had to miss this one. I walked out of the bathroom and into the livingroom.
"Look who decided to join us before we leave." Luke said.
"I'm surprised to see y'all up this early." I said.
