emotions (jikook)

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Jungkooks pov

I sit on jimins lap and tilt my head "what's wrong? You look sad" he shakes his head "no no it's fine...just thinking that's all" I peck his nose "about what?" He Intertwines our fingers "will you...will you be my boyfriend?"

My eyes widen "really?" He nods "yeah.." I giggle and nod "definitely!" He gasps "really?", I nod again and giggle more kissing his cheek, he wraps his arms around me and I gasp a little when he kisses me suddenly

I grip his shirt and then kiss him back, he slowly pulls away "who do you think wrote those letters?" I sigh "I don't know...but whoever they are I don't like them... seriously! Who leaves someone out in the rain!...it was rude"

He nods "yeah...that guys is an asshole...you didn't deserve that" I giggle "that's harsh but yeah" I look at the television "wanna watch a film?" He shrugs "sure" I stand up and grab the remote.
I then sit back on his lap and put on Mulan

He chuckles "Disney?" I pout "I like Disney" he laughs a little "I can tell..." I look down "is it bad?" He makes me look at him and shakes his head "no of course not, it's cute" I blush and we then watch Mulan

An hour later

I yawn a little. Jimin chuckles "you tired?" I nod "a little" I sit up and rub my eyes. He puts his hand on my cheek "you should get some sleep....how about I come back tomorrow alright? After you've slept for awhile" I pout "but I dont want you to leave"

He chuckles and sits up a little "I have to leave at some point I don't want you getting bored of me" I giggle "I'm not gonna get bored of you! Don't think like that" I peck his cheek "let's go cuddle in bed so we can both sleep!" I stand up

He looks at me "you want to...sleep together?" I nod "yes let's go!" I pull him up from the couch and to the bedroom.i then hand him some sweatpants and a tank top "here you go! I can't let you sleep in jeans" he kisses my head "thank you" he then walks to the bathroom

He seems sad....I wonder what's wrong..I'm not gonna bug him about it though... he'll tell me when he's ready...

Jimins pov

I change into the sweatpants and tank top and look in the mirror and sigh "he hates the person who sent him the letters" I grip my hair "he hates me....I'm such an Idiot....I can't tell him it was me...it would break his heart"

I walk out the bathroom to see him in some comfy shorts and an oversized hoodie sat on the bed. He looks at me and smiles widely "cuddles!" I roll my eyes "Aish you're so joyful...I would have never guessed you were depressed just over an hour ago"

He giggles "oh shush" I lay down on the bed and he then lays his head on my chest and snuggles up to me. I wrap my arm around his waist and put the blanket over us both, he cuddles up to my chest and I kiss his head and gently draw circles on his back

I hear his cute snores and I sigh and lean my head ontop of his and whisper "I'm so sorry baby.....you hate me..." He snuggles closer to me and I wrap my arms around him holding him tightly

I can't tell him....I don't want to hurt him....I can't do it....I'm a coward....