The One

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Receiving papers from the local child support offices last month I was so confused. Like why tell me it's no baby then try to put me on child support now that I tried to reach out many of times.

Telling me I have to come take a DNA test .
I took the test and of course she was mine, I learn her name was Dior , I just wanted to see her. But of course she wasn't letting me.
The child support payments was 2100 monthly which I didn't have a issue with I just wanted to see my daughter so I got a lawyer and we was taking her to family court today.

Entering the courthouse, I prayed for some justice today but this bitch got issues, like why she doing me like this?

Watching her walk into the court house she looked good, I wasn't gonna lie but this hoe was evil as fuck for this shit. Like how you want child support but lied.
If it wasn't for Ashley I would have never knew about this baby.

50 mins later
That's crazy , I said to my lawyer as I walked out the courthouse.
I was able to see my daughter only 12 hours a week with visitation because she had documentation  on me when we got into that situation when I pinned her up, like what the hell did I do that bad to make this girl hate me.

As I'm walking to my car, I'm feeling very overwhelmed, like nigga why are you being punished? Like you try to do good , I try to be good but I'm always getting treated so badly.

Leaving the courthouse I felt very upset, as I'm pulling out she's walking towards the bus stop.
Looking over at me she looked surprised.
Bitch you walking now , like what the fuck was she thinking? I don't think the bitch was using her brains at all.

Pulling over I wanted to talk to her. I wanted to know what I did to make her hate me that much.

Please don't say anything to me, you will see Dior like the courts says she meanly said as I'm standing in front of her.
But why it's like that? What did I do to you to make you hate me this much? I asked feeling like the devil was beating me down.

What can I do to make you not hate me so much??? I just want to be a good daddy, I said as she just walked around me. This bitch was bitter but why? I ain't do shit to her at all but try to be good to her.

Tuesday March 1
Pulling up to the police station to see my baby , I felt happy but so sad at the same time because I only was allowed to visit with her here and for two hours.

Getting out my truck I had purchased a Jeep a few weeks ago.
I went shopping again for my baby , I just prayed she wasn't nasty and tossed the clothes.

Hi Chaz, by surprise her dad said as I walked to the office the officers pointed me to. What's going on? I said back as I looked at this little beautiful baby girl. I mean she was so beautiful I couldn't believe my eyes.
Standing to hand me my daughter I was in heaven.

I'm sorry you're going through this with Tamia, I honestly don't know what to do to make this situation any better. She's bitter as they get, I know the situation that happened that night wasn't all on you, Celine told us what happen and I clearly see both of you guys in the wrong but of course it backfire on you because you're a male.

I got at her for lying about not having the baby, that was cold as it came but she doesn't listen or care to listen.
I know she loves this baby more then air , she just feel like you did her so wrong so she's gonna do you wrong and hit you what hurts any real man the most, his children. Her dad who's name is Mark explained .

Whatever I did to her I'm sorry, I tried talking to her but she seems to hate me that much, whatever my daughter need I'll get it, I have no issues with paying the 2g a month , please can you ask her can I see her a little more, I'll do anything just to see my daughter and be in her life, I begged him .

I'll try, I really will, he said as I held Dior.
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Tamia POV
I don't care what you have to say, I said to my dad as he brings my daughter back.
That's really fucked up that you're doing him like that over nothing.
What the fuck did you do wrong in the situation?
You hit him a couple of times and to be honest he ain't do enough to your stupid ass, my dad yells as I covered my face .
He ain't have a filter and he said what he want when he wanted.

I feel like Chaz left the state so he said fuck his daughter and that's why I played with him how I did . I made Celine tell him I didn't have the baby and all  type of other shit just to make him sad.

I used the charges I had on him to block him for getting my daughter because I wanted to see that nigga sweat, and I was doing a great job of that because he looked sick when the judge told him the visitation orders and that 2g he had to pay .

That's why your silly ass have bad luck, you ain't working no more , you're car doesn't work and you can't go back to school , you so stupid, you think 2g gonna do something? Hi that money will run out in a day if you got to pay half of the rent, buy food, pampers, personal items, you just dumb ,Danna my birth mama said.

That man has good money to make sure you and your daughter was straight and what you do? She asked as I looked at her.
You put charges on a Retired Military man, with great benefits who owns a five star restaurant . Like you think that shit is cool, what if the tables was turned my momma said as I cried because they hammered me all the time about this situation and I have thought about calling him to apologize but I didn't want to confess shit to him.

I had the phone still and it was Charm his sister he was texting about seeing her that night when I snapped, how could I tell this nigga I'm sorry, for him to have something over my head?

My parents been here for almost a year.
They always said they was gonna move down here because both my dads are RT's and it's some great jobs down here for them and my mom just basically did what she want, so my two brothers was with their dad and she's here helping me with the baby.

Celine and I was going our separate ways because she said all I was doing was putting bad luck on her by being so nasty.
So our friend shit had end and she was moving out so I had to figure out what I was gonna do, rent was 1600 for the three / two and the leasing office wouldn't let me downgrade or stay with just what I get for child support and I didn't have my job anymore so I was just trying to make a way.

Giving Dior a bath, her dad brought her all type of nice clothes and little toys, I thought about tossing them but the stuff is very nice and I can tell he spend a pretty penny .

10a.m
So we find a two/two close to the downtown area, my birth dad said as I cleaned the kitchen.

Oh okay, I said thinking why they didn't get the 3/2 we talked about.
We also find a 1/1 right next to us, we can help you with the baby, but you will have to pay your own rent. That 2g you get a month will have to do it until you get back on your feet, my other dad Brandon said.

Feeling so overwhelmed I just left my daughter with them and went into my room, my life is falling apart slowly I needed a car and now a place to say. The shit is so crazy why me?