The One

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Don't cry baby, I cooed to Dior as she wakes up screaming. She's been home with us for a week now and she wakes up ever time she close her eyes , crying.

Holding her as he just watched us, he was so sad. The baby went to see someone today because they said she was Traumatize.
He asked her what happened to her and she said Mike was hitting her with a belt all the time. But what was sick was when she said he would put the white stuff on her face.
Man Chaz flipped, like this baby was only three years old .

They asked did he put it in her privates and she said no mommy said no only face. Mannnnn this man couldn't breathe, like I had to walk him around the parking lot to make him relax but he couldn't .

Dior wouldn't even allow him to take her to the bathroom and he wouldn't because he seen that she was afraid of men.

We don't know how long it's been happening but its over now.
From the looks of it Tamia family was all for Chaz keeping her. The mom said she was gonna kill Tamia and the fathers said they cut her all the way off and only hope Chaz allow them to be in the child's life.

Holding her on my big belly , he just watched us.
I think he's more damage now.

Rocking her back to sleep , he didn't take his eyes off of us at all.
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You want this? I asked Dior as we took her to get ice cream.
Yes please she cooed as she held my hand.

It's safe to say that this is my baby, she sleep with me , on my side of the bed and only kissed her daddy on the cheek if she wanted to.
He was nice to her, like really good to her, we spend thousands on clothes and redoing her room , buying her whatever she wanted he took her shopping of course with me because she wouldn't leave my site.

I braided her hair and made her look like a little princess as she was.
The courts in Missouri didn't play, they took all Tamia rights . Florida followed the lead and did the same.
I was now 37 weeks and so ready to have Chaz Jr .

Our baby shower is Saturday and I'm really ready to get it over with.

Having ice cream with them, he wasn't the same at all. Like he watched both of us , he hasn't been to work and Kevin been around a lot to help me keep him sane.
The sections with the therapist made him so sick, he couldn't even listen, he walked out of them all the time very upset.

He signed her up to be home school, so the private teacher would come over and do her lessons , she knew nothing not even all her abcs,  that hoe wasn't doing nothing with Dior but using her for a check.

We had cameras all over the house but he still didn't leave her with teacher. It was to the point that he walked the house every night to make sure she was safe.
Day by day she was letting him hug her but it wasn't like it was when he used to get her before the bitch took her away.
Daddy love you Dior, he cooed as he touched her hands.
I love you to daddy, she cooed back.
Smiling at her he looked so uncomfortable, like I can only imagine how he felt in the inside, not being able to protect her , he felt he failed her but he couldn't think that way.
She needed him and so did me and the new baby, we needed him to say strong .
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(Baby shower ) Chaz POV
I'm good, I cooed to Jessica as she looked me in the eyes.
You're not, you're drinking and shit that's not you, she cried as I just looked at her.
I'm sorry I want drink no more today, I replied trying not to make her upset.

Man I was so angry, my heart was broken.
This nigga did some unspeakable shit to my baby and every time I think about it , it makes me sick to the stomach.

The day I see them bitches free, I'm killing them, like bitch ass hoe you allowed this shit to happen to my baby.
You watched this nigga touch my daughter and you didn't stop him?
Man I'm so sorry Dior daddy swear he ain't know.

You gonna make me cry, Jessica said as I walked from her at our sons baby shower.

I have to admit I been cold lately, like I couldn't shake the feeling at all.
But I couldn't treat her bad because she's only been here for me.

Going outside I just sat on the chairs in the front of the center we rented.
Bruh you good? Kev asked as Chance and Chauncey walked out with him.
Yeah I'm good, I replied looking at my best friend in the eyes.
He knew me more then my brothers and he knew I wasn't good.

Bruh I know you, you're not good.
Whatever you want to do when them bitches free , you know I'm down, he said as Chance and Chauncey agreed.

I real deal want to kill them bitches.
My baby scared of me, she don't allow me to do shit for her , I explained as Charm walks out with my dad.
They all knew what happen because I made it clear but that shit fucked with me so bad.

Hugging Charm, she told me it was gonna be okay .

Getting myself together I clean myself and went back in with Jessica.
Kissing her lips, she looked me in the eyes.
I'm so sorry , I cooed as she nodded her head.

Watching Dior act like a child, I was happy that she was letting go of the scary stuff and being a baby. She played with Kevin Jr and some other kids .

Intertwined our hands, I kissed her again.

Let have fun I cooed, in the back of my mind it was no fun but I had to be good for my family. Jessica has been great and I'll do anything to keep her happy even if my heart is broken by my baby being hurt .

2 hours
Feeding  Dior some rice this is her first time sitting on my lap since she's been back with me.
I made sure she was comfortable, I didn't even want her on my lap, because of the shit she's been through, putting her on my knee she laughed as Jessica kissed her hands.
My brother, my daddy , my mommy, my papa, my uncle Kev , my uncle Chance,my uncle Chauncey and my Titi Charm, she said pointing to everyone even Jessica stomach.

Yes I'm your mommmmmy Jessica cooed as she hugged Jessica first.
I was blessed to have her in my daughter and my life.
I think I'll be in jail if she wasn't by my side