The One

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(Skipping)
Shit wasn't good at all, after having sex with him that morning I'm thinking we all good but I was wrong.
Melody was saying she grabbed his dick and she had came for me on Facebook maybe a week after we fucked.

I confront him and tells me if it happen it did so I took that as he let her grab his penis.
We fought I told him I wasn't happy and  he needed to file them papers.

So that's what he did, he filed them and now I'm technically single and he is to but the divorce isn't finalized because of the house that he say he can careless about but want take his name off the deeds .
Bittersweet but hey I guess we wasn't meant to be.

We co parent for the most part okay, he just had a issue with bringing them back home on time.
My daughter said he had a girlfriend but I just asked him not to have nobody around my kids , just like he asked me not to have anyone around our kids and I didn't. I ain't want no other man I was still really in love with, I wanted him but of course I fucked that up .
I dropped a lot of pounds from stressing  so I was just trying to get back normal. I started working out more and eating the right foods to get myself back. You know I lost her over the last two years and I had to get myself back because it didn't make sense stress over something I couldn't fix.

Today was Charm's birthday dash. We was close as it got but she of course felt both of us gave up on each other to fast, she told me that Melody  never touch the dick and he put that on all his kids head, so why he didn't just tell me that?
I guess because he felt if I had to question him after he told me it wasn't true then I  didn't want to know the truth .

Aww you look so good Charm cooed as I enter her party, I was back to 180 , this ass was fat as fuck and I loved every inch of myself . My hair was cut in the short style that I think I worked very nice, like I looked good to birth 3 kids . But of course my self esteem was a little down because I didn't have ah man anymore to tell me how beautiful I was.

Thank you babe you looked beautiful I cooed hugging her.
Baby was bodied , she made sure she looked good at all times.
Hey Jess, Ashley said walking up to me.
Hey girl I cooed hugging her, we became cool,like I knew her cousin was Chaz Ex but I ain't see none of that. Ashley wasn't on the pettiness anymore so we talked and texted a lot and she did tell me if she saw him with another female which she never did because he never was seen with one but Dior said he had a girlfriend because he be talking to her on the phone.
I don't know my daughter is nosy 🧐 and he probably told her that to come back and tell me that to piss me off and it worked.

Wow bitch, I whispered to Charm as Chaz walked in looking dumb fine.
That's your husband still , she whispered as I turn trying not to look at him.
Barely, I said .

Greeting people as he made his way to our table , females looked at him sexually, shit I looked at him sexually.
Hugging Charm he gave her a gift, kissing her cheek I  just knew he wasn't gonna hug on me but bitch I was wrong , what's up? He asked as he grabbed my waist, hugging me I melt, if ah nigga can make you melt still and y'all finna get a divorce you better end that divorce and get your man BACK.

Hugging him back, I know he knew I was turnt on because he knew my body, then this nigga, man this nigga kissed my lips, not my cheeks , my lips.

Looking at him he looked at me, what's good Kev said making him walking off from me.

Bitch what the hell? Charm asked me as I followed him with my eyes.
Bitcccccch Ashley whispered as I couldn't believe him.
I didn't like the mixed feelings and signs he sent me, my birthday was three months ago this nigga brought me roses, candies, a Diamond bracelets and gave me 3000, like who do that when their divorcing someone.
But then when we go to therapy because it was court order he act like he ain't want to be there and I was getting on his fucking nerves. So I didn't know what he wanted.

My momma was team Chaz like always and she made it know that I was the one who told him to file the paperwork so when shit gets ugly she would say you are the one who told him to file the papers, which is true but shit he should've never had me questioning him about the situation with Melody hoe ass.

As the night went on, he flirted the whole time , he hugged and kissed on me as if I was still his lovely wife not the bitch he's trying to divorce.

Why you playing with me? I asked him as I grabbed his face.
I'm not playing with you, I want you, I want to give you this built up nut, I want to lick you from your face to your toes, I want you , he said grabbing my ass.

Please don't play with me, why are you being like this now? I asked as he looked at me.

Being like what? Being like I have always been? Loving people who hurt me? He smartly said as he let me good.
Making me feel bad because I am one of the people who hurts him.

Walking from me he looked pissed but I don't think it's fair for him to just come to me like we are together but then again I want him back , I want my husband back.