The One

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Bitch heyyyyyy Melody cooed as I walked into Bonefish Grill to meet her for drinks.

Whew I was a mommy of 4 and life was good.
The hubby made sure I was good in every way he could.
He was still sweet as Candy and he took great care of me and the babies.
My parents separated because my dad had a lil side hoe and my momma ain't need that bullshit.

Bitch you look good, I love your hair Melody cooed as we hugged.
Thank you baebabe you look good to, I cooed back .

I grow up with Mel, we both are from the same neighborhood . She was my best friend but we went different ways in life. I went to the military and she went to college.

Just talking and chatting with her,my husband text me asking me if I was okay and did I make it safe. I text back I was fine and he told me to stay safe and he'll see me later.  Putting my phone in my coach bag I just enjoyed myself .

(Two drinks down)
Bitch he want me to be a stay at home housewife and have all these damn babies I ain't with that shit, I said as she laughed.

Bitch I'm a bad bitch I need to be having fun, not taking care of kids all day, I laughed.

Bitch I have 4 to , I know the feeling but I still shake this ass, she said twirling.
Girl you got to have a side piece to keep up with you , nigga can't fuck how he used I laughed just bullshitting.

Girl I am telling you, I'm so ready to be free like locking me down with kids ain't gonna happen for ever. I want to have fun , I'm 30 , I don't know what I was thinking having all these kids, bitch I think the money was looking good and the nigga dick was great, I had to be in love to let him lock me down, you know me bitch I stayed having a new new, I laughed not thinking nothing of it and I was just talking really.

10:45
Alright bitch I'll see you later I laughed getting into my Lexus truck that Chaz has just brought me, I had fun.

11:15
Pulling up to the house, I was blessed, like I had a nice house, nice cars and anything I wanted, I was just bullshitting with Melody, I really enjoyed being home with my 4 pack.

Opening the garage, I parked and got out.

Are you fucking stupid? My momma cried to me as soon as I got into the side door.
Huh what mommy? I asked as he's sitting to the table looking pissed.

Your fucking mouth child, she said making me look at her even crazier.
Not saying nothing he just begin to play something that seem like music until I heard my voice .

Chazzzz please I cried as he just walked from me.
Chazzz I was just talking please , Chaz I cried grabbing him only for him to push me off of him .

Closing the door in my face , I dropped to my knees as my momma just covered her face.

Momma I swear I was just talking, I cried as I hear him coming back out the room fully dress.

Chaz please talk to me, I cried grabbing his shirt.

Man didn't I tell you don't touch me, you ain't happy cool, I'll be out your fucking life, you ain't got to do shit for my kids, he yelled pushing me against the hallway wall . I didn't mean that, I was just talking , I cried as he let me go and walked off.

5 a.m
Up crying my eyes out, my momma told me I was stupid and very selfish for saying that and she felt I meant every word and she was hurt by it.
I honestly didn't mean none of it, I was just talking to be funny and now I'm looking stupid as fuck in everyone's eyes.

Hearing him coming back into the house at 5:10 I just wanted to talk to him.

Chaz, I'm sorry, I was being stupid and I swear to you I didn't mean nothing I said.
I never cheated or nothing , it was just me joking around I cried as he look at me.

Man listen your best bet is to leave me alone , don't say shit to me. We ain't together no more , be single and be a hoe, he nonchalantly said as he walked passed me.

Smelling like a bitch I know this nigga not finna try me.
Why do you smell like a bitch? I yelled going behind him.

So you went to fuck on me because I said some little dumb shit?? I cried as he just continue to walk.

My momma always told me to keep my hands to myself and don't hit nobody if you didn't want to be hit but this nigga had me fucked up.

What the fuck was you doing ? I yelled attacking him.
Hitting him in the face , I was pissed because I felt he was cheating.
Pushing him as he pushed me off of him and try to walk from me. Knocking him in the mouth, I continue to jump on , man what the fuck is your problem? He yelled roughly pushing me against the wall so hard I felt it in my back.

Stupid ass, If I wanted to cheat I would have bitch you ain't got no sucker for a husband no more , you better leave me the fuck alone before I beat your ass, he yells as my momma is begging us to stop.