I WONDER

|dusk of dreams|

the bed under me was moving rolling over the surface I was on.
"Bloodprlesure low". The voice came and went in waves.

I inhaled sharply exhaling unsteady.
"Lungs collapse". I slowly opened my eyes. Felt someone squeezing my hand. Seeing a vein contours of a face.
"O my God can you do something!?".
"Sorry since she is small her lungs won't take a lot of pressure when already collapsing... Just make sure she is awake".
"Hey bloom do you understand what I'm saying... Uhm can you hear me, honey". He pulled my hair behind my ear.
Caramel-brown eyes stared at me.

Shawn!

"Shawn". I tried to pull myself up from the bed.
"Hey, easy easy honey". He pulled me down carefully.
"Where am I?".
"At the hospital, they're gonna take good care of you".
"Are you gonna stay?".
He opened his mouth his lips moved but a white sound on my skull blocked it out for me.
I shrank in balling myself up on the bed.
My breathing was heavy as I sunk away into sleep.

"Hello I'm Shawn uhm your sister is in the hospital okay calm down I'll explain when you're here". Shawn had my phone in his hand calling my brother.
His eyes me mine smiling at me.
"When is evar here?".
"Your brother is here in ten minutes". He pulled hair from my sweating forehead.
I smiled feeling calm enough to sleep again.

"Hey little sis, God Shawn told me what happened I'm so glad you're alive". Evar hugged me, Then it hit me hard.

I could die

I scanned my surrounding trying to find the pair of caramel brown eyes.
"Where is shawn?".
"He left". Evar stroke my hair.
"Oh...". I felt my heart stop even though I just know him he saved my life it was kinda like I lost a friend.

You aren't supposed to care so much!

Evar placed my book into my lap, I picked it up slowly.
"Thank you".
"I can get more from home if you want".
"Can you bring the caraval series?".
"And...".
"That's it". I played with my finger on the place where my ring was to find out it wasn't there anymore.
"You will be in here for quite some time". The doctor walked over to me closing the maps in his hands.
Setting them down on the table.
"Where is my ring?".
"Oh here". He took my ring from his pocket.
"You had it?".
"Your fings needed blood circulation.
I looked at him confused taking my ring.
"How are you feeling?".
"Okay, I think".
"You're lungs were on the edge of collapsing bloom do you have some medial default regarding your lungs?".
"I... I have acute it's...".
"Bronchitis".
I nodded.
"How long does she have to be in here?". Evar squeezed my hand.
"At least a month".
I signed looking down at the book in my hand.