I WONDER

|the boy with the sorrow eyes|

I wanted to run into his arms and high him but I forced myself to take little steps closer until k was standing in front of him. Smiling feeling so happy.
"Hey shawn, it's nice to hear our voice... To see you again."
"I feel the same... That I missed you." He smiled running his hand through his hair.
"It's just been two days."
I turned back to evar glancing angrily.
"What are you even going here?" I looked up at him his eyes were different they were edgier more sorrowful.
"We talked it out so yea". Shawn left at my brother.
"And I needed some extra hand to build the greenhouse".
"Wait so he..?".
"Don't worry you'll see him every day for the next week no need to miss him...". Evar ruffled through my hair.

oh fuck

"Just wait a minute I have to talk to my brother". I smiled at shawn shortly then dragging evar inside of the house.
"What did you do?". I hissed at him.
"You were so upset about the whole situation that I thought... Well I need a pair of hands fixing the greenhouse why can't it be him?".
"How long will he be here?".
"Chill he'll only help from twelve to half-past three". Evar smiled.
"Every day?!". My eyes widen.

No no no I don't want this at all!

"We need one more week it isn't that bad".
I groaned burning my head In my hands.
"What I thought you missed him".
"I don't want to... I'm getting nervous and so awkward with him. I don't want him to know that..."
"That you love him?"
"Evar!".
"What do you don't you".
"I don't know". I sigh
"Maybe you have a little crush on him"
"Think so but he can't know".
"Yeah Yeah".
"Evar I mean it he can't know".
"I know you're secret is safe with me".
"Thank you".
"Come on let's face your prince charming".
I hit his arm hard.
"What?".
"Stop!".
"Let's be real he is prince charming."
"Maybe." I smiled just managing to keep my face from burning up.
He laughter rolling his eyes. Leading me back to the garden.
Shawn was busy dragging away the broken glass panels.
"Hey". I smiled.
"Hey... Are you okay you look a bit flustered?"
I looked doen at the ground.
"I uhm... I need to tell you something." I looked back at him.