I WONDER

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My blood started to boil.
"Hey what's up? you look all tense". He walked closer to me.
"What are you doing here Robert?". I told my eyes walking faster.
"I wanted to know how you are Reina".
"Stop with that name".
"What you don't like?". He bumped my shoulder slightly.
"No".
"What about beautiful?".
"No".
"Baby?".
"No".
"Cutie?".
"No".
"Hot stuff".
"Especially not that one".
"Okay uhm sweetie?".
"No".
"What about honey?".
I stopped walking for a second as my thoughts went to Shawn I imagined him calling me that.
"Oh, you like that one?". Robert tilted his head a little.
"What about none of your stupid nicknames what about you just call me bloom... No better just leave me alone". I stopped for the traffic-light waiting for the green light.
"You know you're cute when you're angry". He smiled.
I crossed the road him following me

I hope you get run over by a car someday!

I turned around grabbing the color of his coat. Starting at him deadly.
"Don't".
His face changed in somewhat nervous.
I let him fall back against the streetlight turning left to the entice of the harbor.

I sat down on the concrete pulling my backpack next to me. the sun made everything melt like it was a veil that was lifted off the ground.
The frozen water under me started to break.
I looked at the damage. Sailships some floating on the water taken down by the storm.
"Wow it's pretty fucked up here". Robert sat down next to me.
"Go away". I clenched my hands to firsts
"Come on I wanna talk". He pulled my hair behind my ear.
"Go Robert". I pulled his hand away.
"Please...".
"Just go!".
"Aww, I wanna talk bloom please".
"Go!". I turned my head towards him.
He grabbed both my wrists with one hand timing his other on the collar of my jacket.
"Listen to what I have to say I just wanna talk". He inched me closer to the edge threading me to throw me off into the thin ice over the water.
"Please don't do this". I grave his arm tightly.
"I won't Reina if you just listen and be my girl okay".
"I don't want to". Tears filled my eyes.
"Aww come on it'll be fun don't you love me?".
"No, I don't".
"Well, you'll learn to". He smiled.
I shook my head.
"Okay enough!". He let go of my jacket and hands prying off my fingers from his arms.
"Don't... Don't please robe...". I was browned under by the ice-cold water knocking all the air from my lungs.

I didn't know how long I've been here underwater I've been drinking in and out of sleep.
I felt an arm wrapping around my waist.