I WONDER

|hold a storm in your hands|

"Are you okay?". My brother shook me out of my trance.
"Are you good?". He kneeled lifting my head onto his lap.
"Yeah, I'm fine just my lungs".
"What do you feel?".
"Hard to breath". I inhaled pulling myself up.
"where is your median?". He rubbed my back.
"On the dinner table".
"Sit on my bed I'm gonna get it". He led me to his bed walking downstairs.
I stared at the window the streetlight was stuck against the flower block. Almost hitting our house.
"I'm back". Evar smiled handing me my medician and a glass of water.
"Thanks". I took the water sipping from it.
He handed me the medicine.
I gulped down the pill as I chucked the remaining part of the water.
The pill somehow got stuck in my airways.
I coughed making myself dizzy.
I reached for my throat to take away the blockade.
"Calm down what's happening".
"It's stuck...".
"Hey, breath try to swallow it". He took my hands in his.
He calmed me down after a few minutes the blockade in my throat was gone.

I sat on my bed scrolling through the videos of the damaged streets. Ottawa is the most damaged. Broken down threes crashed cars and roads. Some houses were cracked up too.
Toronto wasn't that bad as Ottawa the center was just scratched a little the most damaging was at the harbor.
My heart sunk unto my stomach the images flashed by the pads of the harbor were flooded making burning holes in the schedules of the ships there.

It looks like a nightmare

Firuza called me. I took it instantly.
"Have you heard about what happened to the container from yesterday?".
"No... What happened?".
"They lost the shipping". She sounded sad.
"What now?". I stood up walking over to my closer putting my phone on speaker. Changing from sweatpants to jeans pulling a hoodie over my head.
"The waves were too strong they lost controls over the ship it tilts and the container sunk to the bottom of the harbor".
"Oh no...". I was lost for words.
"It's okay though they're trying to pull it back up tomorrow".
I walked downstairs to the hall where my bothers bedroom is.
He won't even notice I'm sneaking out, he is a deep sleeper.
I went downstairs. To the living room.
"What are you doing?".
"I have to go".
"Bloom don't go to the harbor I swear!".
"I have to go firuza". I zipped up my jacket unlocking the door.
In a few seconds, I was soaked.

I had my music based in my ear. Because the thunder scared me a little. It gave me an uneased feeling in my gut.
The lightning almost hit the ground right in front of me. I froze somewhere behind me foodstoped run closer to me.
A shock hit me as the light blinded me I collapsed to the ground.