Friday
October
9th, 2019
[the same day]
Kentrell POV
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Montana made me get outta bed. All I wanted to do was sleep all day.
My world was falling apart around me so what's the use of trying to fix shit?
Why couldn't the world just leave me be?
I gave all I can give, there's no fight left in me. My mama and kids straight. I got plenty of money.
I just want to give the fuck up. Its finally time for me to go and nobody will let me.
It's selfish to make a person live who simply doesn't want to.
The only person who has ever loved me for me, no longer does.
The label I worked so hard to be apart of, now wants to drop me.
I've officially fucked everything up.
As I stood in the soundproof room of the studio listening back at the tracks I had just recorded, my mind drifted off to everything but music.
My hearts not even in this shit no more.
It feels like a nigga ain't even a person no more. Im like a machine going through the everyday motions.
Im thinking too much.
I bent down picking up my styrofoam cup from the table. Bringing it to my lips and tipping its bottom up, taking in the contents.
Fuck all this shit, for real.
Like im really feeling like what's the point of living, y'know?
Like why continue to try and be something when all I get is shit on?
Im done trying. I give the fuck up.
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Lex POV
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