♡ (𝐉𝐉𝐁𝐀 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫) ♡ DAMN LEMONY GOOD

♡ The Trailblaze in the Sky That Lead Us to Each Other ♡

🌱A simple modern AU🌿
Unedited
*TRIGGER WARNING: contains topics of cutting/suicidal thoughts*
♡learning to trust again♡
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It's one in the morning.

Bzzt!

I open my phone. I got a text.

Cheeky Bastard
Hey, you away?

Me
No I'm home ???

Cheeky Bastard
I meant awake

Cheeky Bastard
fuck 🥲

Me
...😑

Of course I'm awake...

I'm studying my ass off

Cheeky Bastard
I tried to get you to study with me dummy

Me
Yeah I know so,
don't rub it in my face🥶

Cheeky Bastard
(Y/n), you should get some rest!😮

Me
Sleep is for losers😈

Cheeky Bastard

No! Sleep is for the brain!

It's better if you go to sleep now,

you'll at least get 6hrs of sleep

Me
Stop tempting me
I'll sleep when I'm dead...🔫

...

You know what, fuck you're right
Imma fail anyway

He leaves my message on read for a while. I become anxious, why did he leave it on read?

Ah, who cares, probably just fell asleep or some shit. My phone buzzes again. I unlock it.

Cheeky Bastard

(Y/n)...
...

Me
Yeah what?
I'm going to sleep like you said dummy! 😴

Cheeky Bastard

...

I like you.

sorry

I couldn't go to sleep after that. I stared up at the ceiling the rest of the morning, my heart racing with possibilities. I was ready to say fuck it. I really was. And then I think of that day, and how much I cried because of what happened.

Was he capable of that? I don't know. So that's what I thought about. What would he do if I gave my heart to him? I bite my nails down to the base, and when there's no nails left, I turn over and cry myself to sleep.

I arrived at school the next morning, my hair unkept and messy. Some jelly from breakfast was still stuck to my moisturized lips as the cool air passed through my skirt. My knees locked when I seen him.