Chapter 37- Realisations

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I don't know how long we stayed like that, maybe hours. I didn't want to think about it. I just wanted to be in his warm embrace. It was the only thing I wanted, the comfort, that consolation I could feel when I was near him. His warmth was the only cure for the pain I was suffering. I need him to heal my scars. I was breathing, leaning on his chest, not wanting to let go of him. It felt like ages, but I still don't want to let go,

Because I still want you

After spending hours shedding tears and being in his comfortable embrace, my finally loosened my grip on him, sniffling and letting out a long deep sigh. I didn't know where I was looking at, but still, I talked,

"What happened to me?" I asked him. But he didn't answered me. He was more eager about bringing me back to a stable physical state,

"First you have to eat something, It's been two weeks since you were unconscious," I gasped, hearing his words as I couldn't believe what he was saying.

Two weeks? I've been two weeks like this? That's a long time,

"Are we in the hospital?"

"No Y/n, we are in our hiding place," Jungkook said heaving a soft sigh. So I was right, only we two are here, no one else. He talked making me distracted from my thoughts,

"Wait here ok, don't walk, your wound is still healing," he hovered over me and helped me to lie down on the mattress. He kept the pillows behind my head as a support and left me alone for a while.

The pain of the wound was much more bearable now. I felt the heat of the blood under the bandage. Even it stung a little from inside as I moved my body, I was tolerable enough to take it.

I heard Jungkook's footsteps coming inside the room again in few minutes. The bed slightly plunged as he flopped on the mattress. "Here, I made this every day hoping you will wake up. Finally, you are awake," my heart fluttered as he speaks, feeling both sad and happy at the same time. He was waiting for me, everyday, no one has ever waited for me,

I felt that my eyes were again getting watery with my emotions."Jungkook," I mumbled his name trying to stop the tears from leaving my orbits. His thumb reached my face to efface my tears away,

"Stop crying now, save those tears for the future. And I didn't waste them, I ate them for dinner," He softly chuckled. I couldn't help but to smile  at his statement, letting out a chuckle. He never changes.

I heard a spoon colliding with a ceramic bowl. One of his hands grabbed my chin in a soft manner to hold me while the other one inched  the spoon to my lips. The fresh smell of the dish made my stomach grumble with hunger. I chewed the first bite, tasting it. It was the first thing I tasted after weeks. Even it was little bit salty, it was perfect,

"It may be not good as Jin hyung's food, but I'm sure that it's not that bad,"

"It's not bad," I said with a small smile before taking the next bite. Little by little I managed to swallow down the food, filling my empty sack with edibles. Jungkook dabbed the corner of my lips with a napkin after he fed me, carefully and delicately like he was holding a baby.

Jungkook is different.

His behaviour wasn't the same as usual. The grumpy attitudes were gone. He was the one who used to tease me all twenty-four hours the day and he was the one who always acted rude towards me. But this wasn't him at all. He was soft and caring.

"What are you thinking about?" he queried me in a mild tone.

"Did you damage your brain after the incident or something?" I asked the guy who was curious about my thoughts.

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