Chapter 42- Blind Walk

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Jungkook showed the way outside to the doctor while I was remaining in my bed. Will I actually get a chance? He said that it was up to me. Letting out a soft sigh, I grabbed the food tray and closend it to me. I was about to take a bite when I suddenly remembered that Jungkook didn't eat yet. I should wait for him,

" Y/n why aren't you eating? Are you not feeling ok? Is it too hot? Did I add too much water there?"

Jungkook appeared after minutes, attacking me with questions,yet there was so much concern buried in them. How lucky I am to have him by my side, I was missing the warmth of love all these years. It had been a while since someone was taking care of me like this.

I was silent for a moment. One side of my heart started twitching from suffocation because of my trapped feelings which were mixed with blithe and sorrow. I hung my head low,

"Y/n, Are you ok? Don't worry you are going to get your vision back. I promise"

His soft and gentle voice talks to me. I felt my eyes are getting watery.

" It's not about that. Jungkook, I don't care if I will be blind forever. I already have what I need"

My lips curved to a smile, turning my face to his side. I was sure that he couldn't read any emotions that I told him from my eyes. I knew they were unfocused. His beautiful balmy figure was no longer visible in my world, but still, being with him was more than enough for me.

"But-"

"Come have breakfast with me," I made some space, moving away a little so he could sit. I felt him sitting in front of he in the bed. I pushed the food tray near him, but he didn't accept it,

"I already ate,"

He's so bad at lying.

"Don't lie to me Jungkook. All this time you were busy running here and there and you had time to eat? You are a bad liar"

" Y/n, I'm doing well ok, eat this before it gets cold," he took my hand and placed the spoon and the rice bowl on my palm. I kept them down,

"I won't till you eat with me"

I crossed my arms in front of me, pursing my lips together. All these things are going to make him sick, skipping meals and staying awake till late at night. I may have been stubborn at that time, but he was even more stubborn than me,

"I told you I'm ok," he didn't acquiesced me at all.

That's it. I dug the bowl of rice and filled it took a spoon full of cooked rice. I extended my hand to the direction I could feel his presence. I can't let him do this anymore,

"It's not a request, it's an order,"

It was silent for a while. No response at all. Did he leave me? No, he will never, I know he won't.

"Jungkook my hands are hurting," I bit my lip. One of his big hands held mine, turning my hand to the opposite way I was stretching my hand, "I'm here," he said quietly as a whisper.

I emotionlessly stared at nowhere with a heavy heart. I sighed with no tears left to cry,  "Please, It's a request this time,"

Jungkook took the spoon away from my hand. I heard his teeth colliding with the spoon as he chew the food. He was eating it.

I smiled. We silently ate together. All these days he was doing so much. This was the least I can do. But I want to do more for him,

We walked to the living room. Living in this house for these days gave me an idea about the house. Jungkook told me that we are living in the ground floor of the two story building. I even I couldn't see how much space it had, I knew it was big enough for seven people to live.

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