IT'S ALWAYS YOU✓ (BOOK 2)

Four: Cray

Shin's Point of view

4 years ago...

*Flashback...

"S-shin are you okay?" 

"He collapsed due to over fatigue and as much as possible let him rest and keep him out of stress kakagaling nya lang sa comatose and it's too dangerous na inaabuso nya ang katawan nya!" It almost a week since Lance left the country and I can't just stay here and wait....I need him more than he do...

I'm too stupid at pinabayaan lang syang makalayo sakin... everytime that I remember him cry the last time we talked, para akong pinapatay ng dahan-dahan.

If only I could go back in time I will promise that he won't say goodbye...

If only I listened to him, it won't this happen...

If only  I listened to my hearts desire, I won't lose the most precious person that I have...

If only he's still here I gonna make my fvckin stupidity become right...

But....Now I'm stuck on my IF's because he let go and thats because of this bullshit disease and my fvckin stupidity, kung nakinig lang sana ako sakanya.

"D-dad I-i need to see him!" for the second time my tears fall because of him, he's the only  person can let this weak side of me comes out... I badly want to make my mistake right!

Just wait for me my Lance and  I gonna win you back no matter what happens...

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One week...
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Two weeks...
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Three weeks...
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Four weeks passed I don't have any update about him, I keep calling up his phone but it's turned off...

Hanggang sa...

"L-lance!" I didn't know what should I say, he's now on the phone but...I didn't know where should I start
 
 

"What do you want from him?!"

My heart was skip from beating the way that I noticed his bothers voice...

"Can you tell where can I find Lance in France, please!" my voice were almost cracked after I said those words, I didn't know where  exactly he is kaya hindi ako makaalis-alis ng Pilipinas, his brother was the only person know where exactly he is...

"Stop playing around and don't  you dare to attach  from my brother , I won't let you hurt him again and stick it to your mind... sa oras na may marinig akong ginugulo mo ang kapatid ko, I can't promise to you na walang dadanak na dugo sa mukha mo!"

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One year passed...

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"...as I was saying our national magazine for local and international events is now collaborating for our school paper to cope up with good quality of Magazine papers to be published on our country...it's a big opportunity for our School Paper  na makilala ng  National Magazine ng bansa, specially that their next subject will be Terence Synder na nanggaling na dito a year ago." I almost stand up after I heard his name...