IT'S ALWAYS YOU✓ (BOOK 2)

Twenty Eight: Two Broken Heart

Yukiro's Point of view

Wala ako sa mood para pumasok kaya nakahilata lang ako sa kama ko habang kinakalikot ang cellphone ko, blocked out ang isip ko kahapon pa matapos kong iwan si Terence sa may library... I want to drive him home last night pero pinangunahan ako ng takot at hiya kaya sinundan ko lang sya ng palihim hanggang sa nakasakay na sya. Nanatili pako ng ilang oras sa campus para magpatila ng sakit na nararamdaman ko but I failed, dala-dala ko parin yung sakit pagkarating ko sa bahay and even my mom keeps on asking me what's the problem is pero lagi ko lang sinasabing okay lang ako.

Ilang oras pakong nanatili sa pagkakahiga ko hanggang sa naramdaman ko ang gutom at napagdesisyunang bumaba para maghanap ng makakain.

But i was nearly go back upstairs ng madatnan si mommy sa living room watching some of the compilations interview with no other than the person na kanina  pa gumugulo sa isip ko.

Dahan-dahan akong pumihit patalikod para bumalik sa kwarto ko but my mom called me kaya wala akong nagawa at tuluyang bumaba para lumapit sakanya.

"You look upset kahapon pa...may problema ba?" she even tap the couch near to her saying that i'll sit next beside her kaya wala nakong nagawa, it's too childish to say this but I'm a mama's boy at sya lagi ang unang pinagsasabihan ko ng problema ko.

"spill it out babae ba yan?" bigla nalang akong napatingin sa gawi nya while she's not looking at me dahil nakafocus sya sa pinapanood nya, if I'm not his child iisipin ko talagang anak nya si Terence dahil halos lahat ata ng about sa bansot na yun meron sya, even my dad was jealous on him dahil puno na ng kwarto nila ng mukha ni Terence but my dad can't complain dahil under sya ni mommy hahhahaha

"The hell no mom!" I've promise myself na sya lang ang babaeng mamahalin ko at kung meron mang darating sa buhay kong babaeng mamahalin ko, I said to her na sya ang unang makakakilala, but in my entire life wala akong napakilala sakanya not because I can't get a girl, I also promise to my self that my first would be my last, torpe mang pakinggan but I want to have a right person in a right time, that's why I'm patiently waiting for that right time to come.

"Oh bat parang defensive na defensive ka, I'm just asking...if it's not a girl don't tell me?" she even  pointed the television using her lips kaya napatingin nalang ako dun and my heart were almost comes out from my chest looking at the screen where Terence is laughing in a interview. Kaya pala wala akong mapakilala kay Mama na babae dahil sa isang maingay lang pala na bansot titibok ang puso ko.

"He's not a guy...he's just a little stubborn, noisy , talkative, warfreak alien na ang hilig humanap ng gulo" I only found myself smiling somewhere and i even noticed...

"Your inlove, am I right?" I didn't know how should I answer that because....that's true I'm inlove with that dwarf stubborn guy na mas maingay pa kesa sa sirang plaka

"...then whats your problem?" now the conversation was getting serious and that's why I love my mom, she knows when to play around and when to be serious.

"I think he loved someone else" there's nothing to hide from her, I badly want to get some advice from her, she always know whats good for us, kaya mahal na mahal namin sya.

"what do you mean "I think" so your not sure if he's inlove or not?" I take a deep breath before I simply nod as an answer.

"Natanong mo narin ba kung may mahal na sya?" I was still looking at the screen letting a little smile to drawn upon my lips because that was also the same question that I wanted to ask on him... kung may mahal na ba sya o may isang taong minamahal na sya?

"Do you know what's the most amazing thing beyond love?" I keep on listening to her.

"You all know that love is love when both two person feels mutual with each other but it's WRONG, definitely wrong, love is consisting just a four letters but love is more than everything, love is unmeasurable. Love is not on how two people feel mutual with each other but love is also about sacrificing, giving up someone that you never had, and fighting for someone even you don't have a chance....that's how love works kung mahal mo just try! even the possibility is less than than you expect, taking risk is better than regretting" hindi talaga ako mali ng nilapitan.