IT'S ALWAYS YOU✓ (BOOK 2)

Fourty: Interested

Cray's Point of view

For how many times I asked my self kung anong meron kay Terence na minahal ni Shin ng sobra? Ngayon alam ko na... he's totally different, we're not even close para pag-stayin nya ko dito pero pumayag sya, we're not even close para patuluyin ako dito at gamutin ang sugar ko but he didn't hesitate to help me.

Now I really get it why Shin didn't gave up on him, because he's definitely different...

Napangiti nalang ako ng mapait ng maalala ko ang sarili kong ikinukumpara ko sakanya, walang wala pala ako sakanya.

He had everything, which I don't... Family, Friends, and the man of his dreams... I really envy you Terence, you're loved by many which no one can give me.

{Calling... Unknown Number}

Napatayo ako sa pagkakahiga ko kasabay ng pagpunas ng namumuong luha sa mata ko.

{C-cray where are you?, I keep on calling you but your number was blocked n-nasan kaba? let's talk okay? Cray comeback here please}

Muli lang tumulo ang luha ko dahil sa nanginginig na boses ni Mama sa kabilang linya ng telepono, I blocked their phone number so they can call me, but they here calling me like they cared about me.

{I-m sorry Cray... please! comeback here ANAK p-pagusapan natin to}

I keep my self shut at pilit na pinipigilan ang sarili kong bumigay sa iyak dahil sa basag na boses ni Mama.   I hate to hear or saw them crying dahil ako ang mas nasasaktan pag nakikita ko silang umiiyak.

{I'm sorry Cray...}

Hindi ko na napigilan ang pagbagsak ng mga luha ko dahil sa boses ni Mama sa kabilang linya ng telepono... they were my strength but they made me weak and waisted.

{Call ended...}

I need some time right now, pagod na ko.

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Yukiro's Point of view

{Call Ended...}

"This is your fault! Greg!... IM TELLING YOU NGAYON PALANG IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO CRAY, I WILL NEVER  FORGIVE YOU" Tita Ciara (Cray's Mom)
was literally shouting out loud because of anger towards tito Greg (Cray's Dad).

They called me to ask if I know where is Cray pero hindi ko alam, after that I drive him last night eh hindi ko pa sya nakikita hanggang ngayon, and yes yun yung gabi na gusto kong kalimutan pero paulit-ulit lang na bumabalik sa isip ko, he's in the influenced of sex drug and he really aggressive that time at wala nakong nagawa  para patigilin sya because something inside me really wants on how he sucks my neck and at that time hindi ko alam kung sino samin ang nasa impluwensya ng sex drug dahil hinayaan ko lang syang sipsipin ang leeg ko... and now I'm regretting that I let him do that dahil halata sa leeg ko na para akong kinagat ng bampira.

"I-im sorry-" Tito Greg sounds guilt at nanginginig na din ang kamay nyang hindi mapakali. They told me whats happened pati na rin ang hindi sinasadyang pagsuntok ni Tito Greg kay Cray dahilan para tumakbo ito paalis sakanila, nakaramdam naman ako ng inis ng maimagine ko kung pano umiiyak si Cray sa suntok ng tatay nya but it's not time para pairalin ko ang inis, the important thing now is... we need to find him at hindi ko alam kung bakit mas nag-aalala pako kumpara sa parents nya. bahala na muna.