𝗺𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝗼𝗺 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 + 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬

𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 - 𝐬.𝐮.

okay so i absolutely love chase atlantic
and right here is such an amazing song
so i wanted to write an imagine on it
so you can put it on while you read lol 😁
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: language
⚠️ there are some depressive thoughts ⚠️
(sorry if this sucks but i wanted to try something new)
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𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝗼𝐯
"y/n please leave me alone i don't feel like doing anything with you. i just want to see the losers." i say.
i look up to see them with tears in their eyes.
it breaks my heart but i can't do this
the losers left me alone when i had my ocd or panic attacks.
i mean i don't blame them, they didn't know what to do so they left.
but y/n was always there for some reason.
always trying to help me.
i didn't hear what they said,
i snapped back into reality hearing y/n yelling at me.

𝐲/𝐧 𝐩𝗼𝐯
"it's happening again! i don't give a fuck about your friends! i'm right here!" i yell.
i'm so tired of his attitude.
disregarding me all of the time.
leaving me to hang out with his friends.
they don't even help him the way i do.
i've always cared for him.
but after this whole clown thing, he's acted so different.
"baby take a look around, i'm the only one that hasn't walked out, i'm right here!" i continue.
tears are running down my cheeks as i run out of the house.
"y/n what the hell are you doing?!"
"i'm done with you! you don't care about me do you? i'm always 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, always there to help you, but you leave me alone. i'm sick of it! we are done, goodbye stanley." i yell, getting on my bike and riding off.
i hear him calling my name but i don't listen.
i deserve better than this asshole.
but,
i still love him.
he'll always be right here, in my heart, but i don't think i can take that.
life is too hard,
especially when you've lost the person you love the most,
and they don't love you back.

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝗼𝐯

y/n rides off while i stand there with tears in my eyes.
they're right,
they've always been there for me.
but i push them away.
god stan what's wrong with you?
i've lost the person i've loved the most, but i never really got to show it.
y/n was always right here, but i never decided to notice.